Tuesday, April 11, 2017

In and Out


A round face drawn blindly, lucrative lips puckered north, nose twitched facing east

Auburn wavy hair sitting on loose shoulders, little points for the noble, wrists tied in bracelets

Of loves lasting tenure, off and gone, blown away by the gale winds, the saviors sea went south farther then we bothered to grasp.  We lapsed for air, lapped up warm milk, hair touching floorboards, resting silk on chairs.

We laid prone, back towards archways depicting gothic architecture, My body was a nomenclature to these passengers

My aura be the divine, the line between luxury and the sublime.  Nirvana speaks profoundly through the whispers, it feels loud, it echoes through the ribbed vault, we were halted by the floating eyes.  The tap shoes on the stairs, the stares fell from every direction, A stare for a Fare, My fair lady oh chuckles under luminescent.  The candle light hide our posture, the flickering shadows left an impression.  Dancing and darting, One spin Two sips.  Kisses began to multiply under a sanction, our plague was steadily locked up.  We gripped for a moment, fingers grasping on to sweat, slid from each other, never have we met.  Taken to the street, I can't see I can't weep, the stone below me is the coldest I've felt in weeks.  My garment tucked under my elbow, socks falling for the carnivores, The muscles I burnt felt like open sores

Nothing to remember, loose tales to pass down to foes that asked me questions, Peons I don't know, I depose the matter was luscious, I attest to the lower half, I felt love in an instant, I felt sorrow in a flash.  The other ladies look through me, the stories shown a light, was something behind me, was it her, was it my might.  I looked through the market, the distance I have travelled, the days became corners, the months became battles.  I wandered looking through windows, glare held me back,  Going to church, the scene of the crime, paid for my sins, prayed on my whims I felt pain through my limbs.  Crouched over, knees bent, listening to a sermon murmuring about our goals and our purpose.  One lonely soul flickered, fluttered through the air, the smell I can not forget, lilacs in her hair memories are just as honest senses begin to focus, open bloody open, I look for the woman but all I see is the sea.  All I hear are the waves and all I taste is the salt in the back of my throat trying to sink, trying to dry me out, my moisture being shucked like oysters. I holster up enough energy to leave this wretched cathedral behind.  I grab a row boat, a sack, and a bit of the old sun shine. I head down to the sea, the one that has never been empty, and I feel a rush none of these bystanders could stomach, I jump in and push off.  Love was found at the bottom, the one across the horizon.  

Self Centered


It's easy to view you as a target, see sights and smell frights, rotten citrus jolt to listen

The misses were easier to stomach then the confidence, long neck holding up a pedestal

I peddled to win black jack, hit me till my newspaper falls in the spring puddle

The same one where the reflection mettles stars from the rear view mirrors

Switching lanes passing blame middle finger luck comes with the shame

Stumbled over my middle name, M, knew the mirage was really just memories

Remembered the friends came with amusement, relationships came with easements

Packed in a basement, uneven dreams made the ceiling look feasible, free and easy like a terminal

Earnest, I earned it, worked hard still acting like a tourist, act like you never knew it, smile till you worship

Beg till your pockets spread, Send a hymn, five ink strokes on the whiteness of your bridge to your nose to expose the freedom we carry as a loan, Interested by the contenders, the sane staying content while I learn to worship my speed and the set.  I sat and watch the train graffiti as I listened to the brakes send a dial tone.  A new ohm, industrial poems, new ventilation big tubes flowing shared air, pass it off to the next door neighbors, A bare tare.  Bartender!

I need a fix, I need you to stop stealing feelings, make believe stale, I didn't make you pale, I never felt those things before, comparisons compartmentalized, as long as I'm surrounded I can still be found wandering.  The stars told me fortune, mischievous luxury wrapped in a torso, bound by the weight of less lives often.  Loss has it's importance,

It flutters to and fro like a moth does from a light to a pole.  Boredoms in a thrust, worry about your image, stained like your color after spilling red merlot drinking from the bottle, laughing like it's not a problem but chastity wasn't to be bothered.  I'm bothered by my own gullibility because I make my actions and real is words through your eyes and real is guilty.  Real is being able to reel in that lure, find your worm nibbled, but your location was a blur.  My location I was moving, distance in an instant,  miles became misfits misery stuck it's head out through my moralities impotence

I'm the one who caused this fear, nearing a little crack of a lifestyle I uphold, I try to mold to show that I'm open

Frayed books caught burnt sentences left broken, words still readable it's in the memory still able to see through

Transparent like you stare and it really didn't mean this.  Type away the fallacies, my brave honor meet me at the palisades, the walls were bigger in person because the addiction, the slope, the miles an hour, the hope, tied the few days up like presents, the rest felt like how friction floats, skin taste sour, soap on the floor, and now I'm present. 

Monday, April 10, 2017

Two Piece Telescope Boy and Poetry Events

Here are my two latest Sets from TPTB 

IV

V

I'll also be at two poetry events at the end of the month. 

One is April 24th at the Raue center in Crystal Lake.  A day after my birthday, expecting to have as much fun as I did last time. 

https://www.facebook.com/events/1861260784120455/

And the other one is on the 29th at the Marengo-Union Library.  Never been but should be great. 
Need to write more so I can presently mostly new material for both events. 

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Bad Dreams


Bad dreams get ahead of me, burn nightmares through the teary eyed into celibacy

Mentality spikes lucid, push friends away fighting strangers being stupid

Pick your poison, pick it often, do what you need to do and do it coughing

Wake up with sweat around brow, made out with an ex made love hitting next

The spells written on the wall, your boss is going to jail spitting across the hall

Sitting with the DA, trying to find your location GPS through a relay

Breathe easy, flow water loads till karma is exposed in these studio bungalows

I thought the sleep would be the easy truth, lay naked left abused shown amused

But the deprivation doesn't swell up, hot water left on an open wound, mild melted servitude

Mind went that away, through the ocean spray to the salty breeze, to the maze found by feet

It was like two strangers meeting for the first time because we needed to burn the bridge

Those memories found ridges laid deep in me punctured by syringes lost hope now on a binge

It doesn't matter how many I toss back because I'm still moving forward

It doesn't matter how I lost you because I'm still inspecting navel oranges

It's all the same, haven't cried in a decade, suddenly a surprise woke myself up to see the sun evenly arise

I forgot how simple it was to find yourself lost, actions I did with people I hardly knew

Soon to be loose on gripes from the truth, get off me the hands barely touched our bodies were like files corrupt

Turned off while I was saving, misbehaved memories never found myself shaven, seen your body lay brazen

Seen you crying after outstretch limbs finding pavement across parking lot recently painted. 

Pain in, stains out, Finally omitting the commitment, the words transmitted were ambiguous, mine were plain

Yours were amphibious, shallow and under a mallet, drowned out by my tears I can only find in nightmares malice.

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Kale

I'm a fresh pot of kale
I fail when I'm stale
No what I mean from Oxford to hamper
The moments are motions dopler
Gravy train no brain money is dumb
I got money I am dumb
Scum no son stick a sticker on your Datsun
I'm dat one below surface an excursion
What's the purpose if you hack a nerve kid
Magic potion with a tragic notion
Two sips a week to keep the habit bolstered
I'm nervous
No sleep gate keeper mines on our minds
Sign the time

What happened?

The drive becomes fine because it's the only time to unwind
A passing sedan truth serum sublime trying to feel the sunshine
Through frosted windshields warmth escapes plasma
None were plastered just moments away from answers
I nudge for more so I can explore your conscious.
Because isn't it obvious the breaths between silence
Reverberates until it's obnoxious
The smell of sighs the blank stares stars in your hair line
Remind me of the times before sunrise
The long shifts to make you long her
The reactions are tombs of somber softer skin mirrors a pale pin
The ones you use to hold your hair back
To keep the snacks from going stale
The moment between impacts I'm just trying to relax
But the whip and the horns the dents the tears the torn
Threads being splintered whispers in the dead of winter
My one sister moving out the girls losing out
Communication breakdown night gowns late nights in towns
The anxiety still buries my eyelids flutter no photographs
No shutter open the lens pile up the prints no files to request
Bask in the sunset sense the moonlight get cold fainting
My mind on track.
Obsessed.

Over before your turn

Burn an effigy feel the dentistry of your shallow destinies
Message me no alarm to react just sit back while you take flak
Because my hands sit stacked I pass out I act up we fall down
Now the fog is around right the shadow grows over clothes
Because the only skin you expose is the tip of your nose
It's like you know the mirrors are shattered
I add up the baggage make a claim now I matter
The thick shapes masturbate the thin lines last till it's too late
The shakes are prevalent the mattress feels hollow
My back explodes in the mornings where's lies stay on hold
The transfer of happiness to wasted effort
Make me separate I'm in sections being viewed by wandering blessings
I taste space and it takes awhile for the heat to digest
I'm honest but please rewind this I'm Linus playing piano pompous.