The Framework was Easy

Boundlessness the tether pole the spins a cartwheel a soul

Thinly light tables eating saltine crackers breaking under weight by two hands

Hands hid by jewelry topaz rang beautiful

The wind chimes knotted together a thud against the siding

The cracks in the wall the lack in us All

The hail banged thought of open stables peppered cars and what to do when he's gone

Introspection on a misdirection intervention a kitchens ember

The fire the flame the people we blamed even when the character stayed the same

The faces in the wall the traces see me tall

Getting bit being bought eat from a trough mere memories we've lost

Kaleidoscope eyes turned slowly seeing shifting remembered again blissfully

All the trails hiking where the wood chips were, feels like Braille the forests looked like Brazil

The thrill in being caught the openness we thought we fought smoke bellowed over birds, the words crazy spray painted ovaries near miss calamity unhanded me

The pressure the stretchers the stretching the breaths between curfews

All times you never cared 

Open wounds naked wombs jotting notes on time clock slips

Nips and navels quick tumble an angle the hairs the fare the heat bitten lipped stares

Starry nights looked upon zippered down windows in hand me down tents

A family imagined too stressful a living wasn't managed a service charge

A freight fee a plea to kneel down and kiss the sting

I kissed until the lips needed chap stick 

I felt thick but hollow swollen from the scrutiny brazen from the puberty 

Humor me a human less I'm positively stressed the women I've never met

The moments that feel equipped

Positions I've never missed because a water fall is hard to draw

Motion becomes sediment 

Notions taken like medicine

I'm never in a sedative a blanket tossed

Ineptitude a second guess a few whims a balloon tied to branch 

the stench forgotten the bench made bare

I wish I had a lesson to learn

Or a few seconds to burn

All the different ways we turned.

Landscapes in Winter Settings

The glaciers peak looks far away. The eyes need to squint to see its outline.

The canyon rumbles, the snow deluge, melting empirically down to new found springs. Scent arise, evergreens and forever dreams, the steam shapes up

And pours over the cold revealing trimmed greens and thorny branches

Holding on to its lover wishing the mountain would tumble.

My heads like a cabbage 

shredded coleslaw with the synapses

Flaring up, I'm fair enough, immediate mediator, balanced.

Prince of the estate the check lines 

the sound wilderness divides the round

Solemnly square, hair for days, passionate watch the skin sweat immaculate

A bag of tricks, wave at cute chicks a chic magnet, guilty philanderer 

Unhand me sir common course an ominous retort I sip scandalous at the resort

The shade braves over talking to shadows seeing tattoos on family roots

Inked over bled through the will signed on the dotted line

Signed my name too many times

Go by the name curly head grind my teeth thinking charlottes web

Who I bed no queen just some crumbs a dinner table a matted dream

Don't lock the lock I don't carry my keys see the window.  A new pain

An opening into the humble

I see all the wasted time stacked in that same line

I wished upon a star 

Something that was so far gone

So far away can't retrace the stacks of creased paper

Perforated edges for the sacred I'm left on e

The happiness is a reprieve the excitement ends as energy

Boils away from me as steam 

I say bye to my self esteem 

And try to relax with a new set of keys

Parked West

Never felt sweat around me like an atmosphere only felt near when my peers where with me feet dangling off piers. Shadows open up revealing strange desires and open faced sandwiches hidden under attire. The tires start jacking the car like an earthquake feels while you stay at the bar. On some molly oh hallelujah the time fits scratch the rhythm an inch it feels like steps the more we dance the least likely to ever wept

A second in a caption a flick in a match stroke I see the face of a coke nose. Vanity unhanded me a soul settling a peak beyond the feather wings. I see my appendages loosely developing sanctity appearing don't you see music shaped me vividly a depth charge of loose words and fittings bed ridden sit ins alley oop driven linens but I'm lament stuck to my shoes floating over alcoholic mixed drinks and ash from joints .I'm finding water. Pupils as big as dimes. Hair frolicked over on a three week bender. Moving ankles to the movement. Talking over everything for the amusement. At least they like my hair.  At least they don't stare. Sweat caresses the back of your neck. The sweet release the organ donors the venue explorers the open up pop sizzle crack the lord before us. The loops got the group closer to the perimeter closer to me the ones with their hands on their knees. Read a projection all screens all loose like trying to find the adamant in a pile of recluse. Trying hard not to grind my teeth trying harder not to step in watching predators prey. The notes last a few hours into the next day

Totalled Dimensions

I saw two dimensions crash

Black spaced racing toward one another like glaciers

Hitting all at once black turned blacker

Nothing's shifted impending lines jart facing intersections

Small turned to smaller specks into bits

Whirl and went a blast commenced 

A slow yield specks of cosmos into intra dependence 

Float until crumpled 

Bond with mass

Life looks for deposits

The matter decapitated from time

A distance to death a distant 

a distance to work a distant 

The space in between us, soft spoken erupt

Head on boom shifting in tunnels

Loose streams of energy perseverance 

Time looks to enter let it be omniscient

Entered a phase of unending starry enclaves 

The light flickers the motion mumbles

The free waves one with you

It all started with a boom

Violence begets violence

The circle begins to swirl half life in a womb

The synapses spark like lives were lightning in a park

Memoriam of crystals storks spew it simple

The smile of a dimple the imprint makes it luscious

• The smallest of things bring growth around rings 

A Knot and a Note

We tend to the weight, dropping watch chicken salad fall from a plate, intend for the dunes, loosely naked shifting soon, sand barely stand each surface reprimand master case erupt stuff love life balled in a bunch catered for a lunch call me when you need a soft touch

Lust for the white leopard paws full of raw meat fangs keeps us lurching forget the blue cheese the earth worms and the new me fade the moon crescent a message lumps to lesson over less oven heat convection burn a blessing urn sworn seconds the mini me's the stressful three a.m.'s the tepid men with their eyes swollen shut 

is this it 

was it enough

 split shade in a trunk awoke moments settled down groped ornaments washed off oily skin passed for class now I got a chance a fat stance in a burlap sack and react to the ergonomic yakity yak 

I'm sick of being told how to be ran over 

I live laugh and launder

I'm a monster

I'm a shoulder

Temporary Resident

Laying crusty like a hermit

I feel bad because all the long days lead next to sermons

Sharing a bed with a vermin 

I wish I could still say I was learning

What's the purpose?

Feel out of place slithering around like a serpent 

Ask for forgiveness it's a nuisance

I'm new to this, a well lit service 

A bump in the road a bowing servant

Groveling I'm on the wheel a dads appeal

A never ending answer suped up cancer

A man can only be a dichotomy oceans favor iconically Omni opus fault line hocus pocus alt lines fluctuate hate fills a milk shake

Where's my rock when I hit bottom?

I see the flock but I don't hear the calling

Night falls see the garbage evenly lit summers smells like sausage 

Around the edge help the shadows

Bend the loose ends see the helpers

Conserve the support beams the team is family the thought is amicable bramble full of shambles ideas full of samples

Bump to the noggin asking for my pendant back I'm a stripped Cadillac call me what you want lather me in ash and paint me black

Racks and stacks of books overlook the shore the sea shell hollers back don't yell so I sit and stir and find my vision blurry till I lay cross eyes deserted 

Oops still anxious sick to my stomach flopping till I'm nervous

Socks got holes eye sockets got full

Dull pull until the alarm clocks throw

Last Ash

It was hard to watch you crumble

Sloped back in your posture

The hail touched down the house rumbled

I thought the world was falling

I knew you were dying

I watched you trying and hard to watch all of us crying

The lines in the sand the wrinkles in your hand always bigger then most I think the difference is appalling the deterioration is multiplying. You told me you couldn't live like this being needed with hands with fists with every ounce of molecules presents in abolishment family and friends never met but words being expressed

Love was at an intersection

All facets of your life represented

All moments rejoiced as common pleasures I think it feels easy because your touch is all around us all the birds all the stars all the natural habitats you've enriched the teachers the students coworkers all saw you as a movement you lived the life you lived because you saw the difference in our kids and the impact in our decisions I hope the overgrowth keeps spreading and the weather accumulates so we can all hold are hands together

We feel safe surrounded by all your keep sakes around all your sketches pondered by all the letters all the books overwhelmed by the fact that we all have a lot to live up to 

I still feel like I'm riding on your back

After Oath

The respirator tubes hooked up to a light

Surround the room emblems of remembering memories filled with heavy things, the man in the corner, moments are unfolded the lungs stayed respirating seconds later essence became stubble wait to shave it for the savior. 

We breathe the air to save it for later. 

A great man hiking a trail 

A few paths to set sail

A crescent moon a family crest in his room

A luscious life too bright for a soft sight the might to do it all never wrong stood tall

We lost a great artist one that told us to look ahead and enjoy the progress

The only wrong is the slumber keep creating and debating and live with the little earn it widdle and see what you have next

Beyond the hill the love from the community set up becoming ill

Still cherished the grace erupted into faith the thanks and the hugs the love flowing from up above

Still life is still life captured in eternity 

The words lost call me when you've heard of me, common sense and luminous 

A boy with his huskies kept to himself anxiously, waiting for it patiently

I'll always see you in my sanctuary

Where the grass grows waveringly

The Viaduct

It seemed so easy

Passing liquids through plates

Watching glass spin as a mirror reflects a lake

It seemed so easy

Hands out stretched snapping air pockets

Feel how far the appendages can go

It seemed so easy

Drawing breath in shriveled lungs

Swirling through all tunnels following my lead

It seemed so easy

Jiggling the knees to feel loose to relieve tension

Bent at the hips hands pressed tense stress

It seemed so easy

Seeing little strands fall from the field

The swallows picked litter for nests in building crevice

It seemed so easy

Ti Hi count with fingers, the ones I can still feel

Eyes shifting tireless enter what you sense

It seemed so easy

Padded overalls worn for years zipped from the bottom

Keep the heat to ourselves, a fortune saved in temperature

The cold was a constant, get used to it or complain often

Bundle up to find a lot of love

To old to be fun to young to be dumb

I feel inflated grown up waiting to be raised in
Waiting to be paved hiding under lamp posts for shade
The cruelest setting let the bedding fall the hungry meddling
The crumbs they are settling on sheets
The lawnmower rumbles shaving the long into trim
Saving whims inside of hymns
At least I'm not weak the shine felt petite fog rolling over peaks

The hours are like flowers blooming from the showers
Grime met with power days file a daze each step fit it in
Each moment fit it in find it often fidgeting
I thought we were a magnet I thought so I had it
All the items are just blinding entertainment turned to an assignment
Forget about the pain the irrational the deranged the upsetting tone
The worlds on ends the bottom of the ocean the sky turned to thread
Tread on and live long no matter is much just find a song and sing along
Forget the words sing it wrong tap your foot off beat to the setting sun

The night turns to umber the thunder wanes to wonder the sunder
The shouting the over under the balance of a palace
The house mates made it aster shared it after
A shift of a brick the hole pile found in the sticks
Kubrick the cubes drift the nuisance the oohs and ahhs lined the shelf
Pursuance

Here nor There

I place severances on aspirin
toe touches seeking abdomens
Astro glide a cherry pie open eyes loaf split
wide sideways sitting sigh Listen hi
hundred miles meet a mummy slash a summary sap in gluttony
Up to me sought after luxury reluctantly
butts and weed succinctly memories sync
they don't need me

Pump tills it's over blood thickens sand paper land rovers
Explore a holster soap shown expose you
pills pop potions Meal drop tickets
heal times wickets and widgets Apps open ingress
impossible what to see next nests on eggs
Sex on stage kings behave for a glade turned shade a hen fed sage

Burn a promise lines honest lives say a picture
lost hair fed the carnivorous
Begged for three legs juxtapose a common cold
lux to most a dreaded host
A semper fi buttered toast battered home shallow stoves onions play a role
I utter cold and swallow foam nothing new
a spacious throat
Saying and signing timely rewinding
nemesis an eclipse shine right upon an obelisk
Globes only two tones
moat over corked together
ether either believer
people seem to be the treatise
free forests
The type that's in between us

Astute

Astute with no clue mind over manners
round face dark lace
With brown eyes long limping through a date
I make too much now to really keep exposing
I grew up seeing explosions mostly motion dreaded erosion
Sucked nitrogen slipped cycling
miming sorry hunched gestures
Expressionless and Mensa stints opera house fair warning negligence
Epi pens and estrogen pouring rain over severances braided necklaces
Jewelry to tom foolery town hoonigan it's me your using again
Lentils and icicles soap box pornography through tv screens hypocrisy
Lots to see channel surf the buttoned up flannel serf
to move a week for the meek
to see the rings of Saturn from a church
the most utopian blades shattered seams
The bedside beams the way it feels to be unseen
put faith in a fever dream
Sheen the same glare as the sunglasses reflection
reflexes to counter the oblique corner stores highway messes.
Cheap paper and flinging plastic bags
All that's left is all I had stroke a smoke to see the stars
simple folk feel it hard
Spar with the subpar the real pop shoulders in place
hang till you flop.
See the scene obviously hunkered down serene
anchored to the sea weed
Rope hardly holds a memoir
flares just to impose a squinting stare
Down a flight of carpeted stairs tip toe barefoot sipping through a straw
Hinting at the fact that Camus is never coming back

The Sand Falls

I watched the earths ground shake
Kindly deserved lurking livid
find anomalies in the still living
Bones finishing new homes weightlessness new bodies
gravity No matter the angle the loose change dangle the news left tangled
Web of lies felt like life furnished just pieced together
what else would be my purpose
The service the provider the nourishment minced with the supplier
Inventory a sack of bones brittle idle my ideology
honest with waves of apologies
I just want to fix it mill it over till I'm missing the meaning
Read reread analyze the wells from my eyes over flowed
I'm over most
Swear on a tome smear the salt water on a tomb
the boom the bust
I got a few more dollars I place it on trust
watch the silt turn to dust
Hands over hands too much is a must
too late to place saints
Quit while your still quiet it's easier
to reflect hate then sit sad
I reverberate, mad, the life of a lamp the size of a stamp
The silt turns to new dirt the burnt earth laid uneven turf
Certain frames pinnacle ideas terminal presented in a sermon
Brandished loose hairs left curly white on top of stairs
Fought for a futon laid to rest in a recliner
sunshine looms
Swept the dirt turned dust with a broom out of the room
It settles like liquids do in a kettle
doomed to be warm
Light lifts the steam as if life lifts a finger
To turn a page
To cook dinner
One glorious moment
Pointing the sky, we are winners, one less, astute
Let the potatoes simmer left the world slimmer

Structural Deficiency

Structural Deficiency

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

8:53 PM

Cellular malfunction, collection of erosion hidden, black, nothing into something

Spread, outreach, the lumps into coal, the breaking of structure, molecular deficiency

The decency of splitting on no words, agreement to swap skeletons

Dire direction, messiness in the making, together as one, multiply feel numb

Saw the weight lose, pleasures turn into daily victories, the fight isn't UP to me

Failing structures, bones hanging loose, hinged together by years of muscle memory

Weak by the end, weeks, maybe only a few, coughs make switches turn off.

The air fills the lungs, slowly.  The carbon relies on the deepest parts.  Brain eating away.

It's all measures in subspace, the tiniest of increments, the total to a life. 

Radiation kept growth still for a moment.  Movement lifted spirits.  Living next to a loss.

All come as one, tears shared filled an oasis, treatment plans like Mirages.

We hope to see what we want.  What we want doesn't exist.  All that lives.

The things that hold you in, your allies, turn.  The fight for survival.

The flight to make all those years lean into commonality.  The boys and girl thinking the same.

The arrow of time leads us to only one point. 

In and Out

A round face drawn blindly, lucrative lips puckered north, nose twitched facing east

Auburn wavy hair sitting on loose shoulders, little points for the noble, wrists tied in bracelets

Of loves lasting tenure, off and gone, blown away by the gale winds, the saviors sea went south farther then we bothered to grasp.  We lapsed for air, lapped up warm milk, hair touching floorboards, resting silk on chairs.

We laid prone, back towards archways depicting gothic architecture, My body was a nomenclature to these passengers

My aura be the divine, the line between luxury and the sublime.  Nirvana speaks profoundly through the whispers, it feels loud, it echoes through the ribbed vault, we were halted by the floating eyes.  The tap shoes on the stairs, the stares fell from every direction, A stare for a Fare, My fair lady oh chuckles under luminescent.  The candle light hide our posture, the flickering shadows left an impression.  Dancing and darting, One spin Two sips.  Kisses began to multiply under a sanction, our plague was steadily locked up.  We gripped for a moment, fingers grasping on to sweat, slid from each other, never have we met.  Taken to the street, I can't see I can't weep, the stone below me is the coldest I've felt in weeks.  My garment tucked under my elbow, socks falling for the carnivores, The muscles I burnt felt like open sores

Nothing to remember, loose tales to pass down to foes that asked me questions, Peons I don't know, I depose the matter was luscious, I attest to the lower half, I felt love in an instant, I felt sorrow in a flash.  The other ladies look through me, the stories shown a light, was something behind me, was it her, was it my might.  I looked through the market, the distance I have travelled, the days became corners, the months became battles.  I wandered looking through windows, glare held me back,  Going to church, the scene of the crime, paid for my sins, prayed on my whims I felt pain through my limbs.  Crouched over, knees bent, listening to a sermon murmuring about our goals and our purpose.  One lonely soul flickered, fluttered through the air, the smell I can not forget, lilacs in her hair memories are just as honest senses begin to focus, open bloody open, I look for the woman but all I see is the sea.  All I hear are the waves and all I taste is the salt in the back of my throat trying to sink, trying to dry me out, my moisture being shucked like oysters. I holster up enough energy to leave this wretched cathedral behind.  I grab a row boat, a sack, and a bit of the old sun shine. I head down to the sea, the one that has never been empty, and I feel a rush none of these bystanders could stomach, I jump in and push off.  Love was found at the bottom, the one across the horizon.  

Self Centered

It's easy to view you as a target, see sights and smell frights, rotten citrus jolt to listen

The misses were easier to stomach then the confidence, long neck holding up a pedestal

I peddled to win black jack, hit me till my newspaper falls in the spring puddle

The same one where the reflection mettles stars from the rear view mirrors

Switching lanes passing blame middle finger luck comes with the shame

Stumbled over my middle name, M, knew the mirage was really just memories

Remembered the friends came with amusement, relationships came with easements

Packed in a basement, uneven dreams made the ceiling look feasible, free and easy like a terminal

Earnest, I earned it, worked hard still acting like a tourist, act like you never knew it, smile till you worship

Beg till your pockets spread, Send a hymn, five ink strokes on the whiteness of your bridge to your nose to expose the freedom we carry as a loan, Interested by the contenders, the sane staying content while I learn to worship my speed and the set.  I sat and watch the train graffiti as I listened to the brakes send a dial tone.  A new ohm, industrial poems, new ventilation big tubes flowing shared air, pass it off to the next door neighbors, A bare tare.  Bartender!

I need a fix, I need you to stop stealing feelings, make believe stale, I didn't make you pale, I never felt those things before, comparisons compartmentalized, as long as I'm surrounded I can still be found wandering.  The stars told me fortune, mischievous luxury wrapped in a torso, bound by the weight of less lives often.  Loss has it's importance,

It flutters to and fro like a moth does from a light to a pole.  Boredoms in a thrust, worry about your image, stained like your color after spilling red merlot drinking from the bottle, laughing like it's not a problem but chastity wasn't to be bothered.  I'm bothered by my own gullibility because I make my actions and real is words through your eyes and real is guilty.  Real is being able to reel in that lure, find your worm nibbled, but your location was a blur.  My location I was moving, distance in an instant,  miles became misfits misery stuck it's head out through my moralities impotence

I'm the one who caused this fear, nearing a little crack of a lifestyle I uphold, I try to mold to show that I'm open

Frayed books caught burnt sentences left broken, words still readable it's in the memory still able to see through

Transparent like you stare and it really didn't mean this.  Type away the fallacies, my brave honor meet me at the palisades, the walls were bigger in person because the addiction, the slope, the miles an hour, the hope, tied the few days up like presents, the rest felt like how friction floats, skin taste sour, soap on the floor, and now I'm present. 

Two Piece Telescope Boy and Poetry Events

Here are my two latest Sets from TPTB 

IV

V

I'll also be at two poetry events at the end of the month. 

One is April 24th at the Raue center in Crystal Lake.  A day after my birthday, expecting to have as much fun as I did last time. 

https://www.facebook.com/events/1861260784120455/

And the other one is on the 29th at the Marengo-Union Library.  Never been but should be great. 
Need to write more so I can presently mostly new material for both events. 

Bad Dreams

Bad dreams get ahead of me, burn nightmares through the teary eyed into celibacy

Mentality spikes lucid, push friends away fighting strangers being stupid

Pick your poison, pick it often, do what you need to do and do it coughing

Wake up with sweat around brow, made out with an ex made love hitting next

The spells written on the wall, your boss is going to jail spitting across the hall

Sitting with the DA, trying to find your location GPS through a relay

Breathe easy, flow water loads till karma is exposed in these studio bungalows

I thought the sleep would be the easy truth, lay naked left abused shown amused

But the deprivation doesn't swell up, hot water left on an open wound, mild melted servitude

Mind went that away, through the ocean spray to the salty breeze, to the maze found by feet

It was like two strangers meeting for the first time because we needed to burn the bridge

Those memories found ridges laid deep in me punctured by syringes lost hope now on a binge

It doesn't matter how many I toss back because I'm still moving forward

It doesn't matter how I lost you because I'm still inspecting navel oranges

It's all the same, haven't cried in a decade, suddenly a surprise woke myself up to see the sun evenly arise

I forgot how simple it was to find yourself lost, actions I did with people I hardly knew

Soon to be loose on gripes from the truth, get off me the hands barely touched our bodies were like files corrupt

Turned off while I was saving, misbehaved memories never found myself shaven, seen your body lay brazen

Seen you crying after outstretch limbs finding pavement across parking lot recently painted. 

Pain in, stains out, Finally omitting the commitment, the words transmitted were ambiguous, mine were plain

Yours were amphibious, shallow and under a mallet, drowned out by my tears I can only find in nightmares malice.

Kale

I'm a fresh pot of kale
I fail when I'm stale
No what I mean from Oxford to hamper
The moments are motions dopler
Gravy train no brain money is dumb
I got money I am dumb
Scum no son stick a sticker on your Datsun
I'm dat one below surface an excursion
What's the purpose if you hack a nerve kid
Magic potion with a tragic notion
Two sips a week to keep the habit bolstered
I'm nervous
No sleep gate keeper mines on our minds
Sign the time

What happened?

The drive becomes fine because it's the only time to unwind
A passing sedan truth serum sublime trying to feel the sunshine
Through frosted windshields warmth escapes plasma
None were plastered just moments away from answers
I nudge for more so I can explore your conscious.
Because isn't it obvious the breaths between silence
Reverberates until it's obnoxious
The smell of sighs the blank stares stars in your hair line
Remind me of the times before sunrise
The long shifts to make you long her
The reactions are tombs of somber softer skin mirrors a pale pin
The ones you use to hold your hair back
To keep the snacks from going stale
The moment between impacts I'm just trying to relax
But the whip and the horns the dents the tears the torn
Threads being splintered whispers in the dead of winter
My one sister moving out the girls losing out
Communication breakdown night gowns late nights in towns
The anxiety still buries my eyelids flutter no photographs
No shutter open the lens pile up the prints no files to request
Bask in the sunset sense the moonlight get cold fainting
My mind on track.
Obsessed.

Over before your turn

Burn an effigy feel the dentistry of your shallow destinies
Message me no alarm to react just sit back while you take flak
Because my hands sit stacked I pass out I act up we fall down
Now the fog is around right the shadow grows over clothes
Because the only skin you expose is the tip of your nose
It's like you know the mirrors are shattered
I add up the baggage make a claim now I matter
The thick shapes masturbate the thin lines last till it's too late
The shakes are prevalent the mattress feels hollow
My back explodes in the mornings where's lies stay on hold
The transfer of happiness to wasted effort
Make me separate I'm in sections being viewed by wandering blessings
I taste space and it takes awhile for the heat to digest
I'm honest but please rewind this I'm Linus playing piano pompous.

Losing long hairs

I don't really know how to battle
End user agreement tied up in a saddle
I want to let go or find a few moments down below
But the growth feels cold the lips show mold
My timing is rewinding my eyelids a reminder
I sign my name and try to tell if she knows it
I hope work starts sooner and the trucks hit bad weather
The feelings in my skull can't handle wool sweaters
I can't handle a twin mattress don't depend on the basics
Find the thin line between handicap and traditions kept sacred
Hold me but it doesn't compile
I noticed a fake smile eyes closed erasing the present
Aluminum cans traced back to this desert
I must be inert my minds staring at five feet of vert
I'm supposed to feel happy
I already feel confident
She doesn't want it and all my nonsense
The distractions are apparent the stairs stare relinquished
My fate makes a turn as I think it will end complacent
I hope I end naked wrapped in one another's arms
The words thrown smooth turned to whispers over spoons
Facial expressions left me helpless it's all stupid
It's relentless. The pursuit was the high
The stagnation my replies and the theory on relativity
It takes time I guess I'm only mine.

Love is just okay

You really think it's easy to let life go
A bag of bones pile up in front of your screen door
The years when they explored and you wanted more
And the legs starting filling up the lower two feet of our rooms
Ears always puckered up can hear right through
Can probably understand pain and our thrive for success
Reliant turned to honesty
Mom gave us all one so we had three
But it turned to a mass
It was hard to walk around
I'm to be last
But it was also hard to last in a space
Full of true moments overlapping explosions
They let you in and lay bare
They come for help passed the pass past out
Live longs for decay
A yard full of them soil turned to tombs
A kitchen lay a lineage
A constant from birth
Hope the trees never minded the piss
And I wish the animals knew they had it best
Waste away in misery no
Make a life and take it right
Our mascot is ending soon others will go
Let's look at the good times
Parade of fur and panting and being outside
Grace the occasion with joy
But the ducts full of sea water
The body loses strength
The muscle loss equals my memory plane
The place to dig around and discuss considerations
Relationships always split
It's a hybrid
Pet ownership
Many memories stitched
Sleds and running away
Looking for answers during a rainy day
It's okay
It's life love it's okay

New needs

I'm working on a new breed no needs trimmed clean
Fresh from the stalk I'm honest pour a picture frame it
And tame me stroked hair fell apart and dangled in hands
My man is too few like a train riding past hues of blues
Because the things I knew how I combusted and got flustered
The mustard on my dog slid down
Turn me loose to fill these slots
I'll call into the nonsense and unlock locks
Just the same way I opened you up
Thin shoulders some pressed luck like the leafs in between loose sheets
Kicked off my bed swirled through this world they just don't latch on to right
I don't fit nothing see the seeds to hide and embrace it
Mixed vegetables left out warm on the dinner table
The fables with the precious princesses always seemed unreliable
Who wears white unless under shirts on purpose like a sworn service
Good evil it's a mirrored surface like your glasses left on a surface
When the light shines through and you forgot who missed who
Who found who because you know no clues solid state no names
Just picture frames with strange faces grinning in front of trees
No knees no need for these memories but no way to delete

Clock is watching

Time is like an object it's absent it's obnoxious it turns all toxic
It's epoxy it holds me together the molecules whining in the bad weather
The tether between here and there the decisions to spare leave a canvas bare
We stare into time it asks us where we've been. I've been busy look at my hands
Their holy. The wrinkles and the bumps the scrapes and the lust
I wonder I wander I creep up nudged being bothered being a brother
Heads held high by my thighs thick with my hands held holding onto sides
Wishing the wash was quicker to get out dust much too whisper
Too much to much trust in the object put faith in the process
It's all honest lines become matter shattered dreams scattered seams
long lived overdue knuckles draped subdued till the children run the news
Run it for the duration of time point a point b a line in my mind
Mine it's all mine it's succumbs to the shine I lose it all through the time.

Under Motion

Still silence held under a dying motion controlled light.
Blind eye mines right line of site packed pictures torn withered
Loss the gloss stacked in a hurry it made my mother cry clearly
It's all that's left leftover nights caked in cigarettes
Rooms laid tombs the object is opposite of repair
Hand me down silverware called fine used in underwear
Born obtuse views made loose through loopholes and what to choose
Bad picker even worse dinner the plates serrated the meals dilapidated
My tongues wrung out and my eyes came out my ears be too near
My features are speechless twin pipes through broad day light
Calls my mind because the shine is unproven the lines I loved using
Lumps in the bedding dumb dumbs getting married watch the white wash away
Watch the children play under lightning and trees can it be a canopy
Or can I leave with permission so the decision isn't my natural intuition

TWO PIECE TELESCOPE BOY

So I started a new solo project where I do a live radio show every time I jam with my new CTRL-49 keyboard.  Here are the first three parts. 



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The Tumbleweed

The high finally made me dry, my eyes feel like when sun shine hits snow

Or trying to keep your eyes open when you blow your nose

My heads already in disarray, misbehaved till the chicken came

My minds over matter, scaling scaffolding over sunset hues splattered on streets

Ripped hole in bed sheets, a bio dome near my feet, see the leafs split and the spiders eat

Hopefully the vole can find it's way out because all I hear is scratching and all he hears is rapping

All I feel is all for me, timed tapped poetry trapped timid luxury but it's not enough for me

Wrestling words till submission, get rejected and it's back to listening, back to the basic the entrance to mazes

The initial percussion from a cave in, a rustle to watching your first friend get wasted.

Is it initiation?  It's usually me because of my sleep deprivation.  I see the invitation as an act of intimidation

A happy couple speaking vows through the howls of imitation, the wolves sit in back laughing, a seething situation.

View it with an open outlook, that's what I was told, that's why I brought a trade paperback book so I could choose where to settle or forsook.  I begin to meddle, seeing dresses with shiny emblems tossed my day dreams in a blender

I just wanted to something to peddle, a pedal drops from the encumbrance of the morning dew, a pedal still spins even when it's frame is chained.  I lay dumber then I was before I learned to share the pain.

Lucy Lovely

Lovely parameters, book ends starting news trends, photography on loose ends

Sliced faces, collage a pyramid with a myriad eyes spaced stationed.  I'm an eye sore

Hat hair spare ribs rubbed, pork fingers lost sauce on my lips, cherish the food you can handle

Dismantle from the bone, meat loose lying on the throne.  I didn't even know.  A visual embarrassment.

Teeth stacked with plaque put my smile on a plaque, trophy room in all black.  I'm sharing this because I'm saving it.

This unforgettable the one whim sinister a winner in the winter styled four leaf clover luck isn't a mystery

Gamble for a ramble, communicate with an anvil, steadfast and spurred, blurred tried a new word.

Syrup coming from a lunch rush, can't stack cold cuts stuck in between cub boards and mustard, hunched forward sipping slurping slipping simmered.  Boil concentrate under a microscope, a philanthropists pocket book, a clean look shaven smooth like pebbles, misery in company, mothers playing bridge on a balcony talking about their favorite sons clumsily.  Shooting for the stars found myself doing shots at the bar, moonlight found it's way in shined a lime with the light my peripherals became something to listen to, opaque curves through sweater vests and vetted stench laid my eyelids to rest because theirs no test for the sicker, drinking out of thimbles, a funnel in the summer, bathing suits

The thunder, the lovers and the sunder.  Is it from what I'm under, tumbling from the canyon, I'm a man inside a stanza

Rumbling can you believe the crackling from the touch down, it's a must that's why we rushed down when we found the rocks that broke free and the boulder still clearly left in tack with our hands in stasis, trying to grasp for a clip,

The stream left wavered never to miss.

My Lists

March through the snow flicking disdain till it melts in your socks

Water floods the soles never the less the cold turns to a mess

A blessing in disguise, the frayed pockets, the lost medallions found, a surprise

A seamstress fixed the mrs, sewed her new ears so she could learn how to listen

I pray for a mistress, bullet pointed sins in my Christmas wish list

I guess all I'm looking for is some distance, a woman with her life together passes

Blending hot water with the grime in a bath lit bliss wrapped in a towel, tied like a sinch

In a pinch, lay in a puddle, let the mud mettle till the demise unfolded in aluminum foil

Winter in disarray comforting until it's unexplored following a leash till I'm too little surrounded by beasts

Invitations to a feast, plates passed past dishes, fish escarole men tucked eastward souls

Lust in a foreign language, mirrored in translation, a solution limber an equation solved sober

ashes spread from such great heights, the wind whirled whispering particles till the sun shined amicable

Father's Father, found his way to the harbor, boats blown back, the weight of the pier relaxed

Letting bystanders eye sight witness floating points, deterioration of the retina, I'm betting on the under

Throwing financials spent a handful till it rose like a landfill I'm asking for a name but the words get stained

The conversation turns substantial, I know the answer, I know the misdirection, can tell by the bodies shape

And the changing of stances, Nervousness turns to white witches stench, the smell of burning baby oil

Watch snowflakes fall in a globe, once an urn, spin the bottle, took a turn for the worse, spent spelling bee money

On a present, a death wish for a deaf lisp and a subscription to watch my honey.

Forward Setting

The docks all clear, the blues mixes well with the fear

The five thoughts being held up by your drowning eyes start to subside

The duties become a frenzy the lack of empathy becomes tempting

I forgot how to turn off so I learned rather quickly

Press a few keys and make my eyes twitch looking at three sources of light

It doesn't blind but it makes the pits in your skull start to mold

The rush of dizziness the messages of minute men the glass broke with minute maid

Every minute flew through a particle accelerator

My hand movements remembered the fear of elevators and they sunk and dropped

But going up was always scarier

Craning your sore neck until you reached the mouth of another

Really dreaming here

Dreams of butterflies violently fluttering on your ear like whispers of nights that turned weird

Woke up and ate a bowl of cereal

Until I'm seriously wondering when I slept and I want to start tracking every tendency I put action forth

Forward is the current setting One second clear of an open ending many thoughts crowded in fear

When the second guesses become absence and you don't know what's important

Is it all or is it just the wheels on the drum, the hands on the machine, fingers pressed in between

The cool air feels nice sometimes, the heater feels nice sometimes

But my temperature matches my temper my mentor off on a bender

I try to see if the roma is under ripened or maybe its just the lighting

I look up to gather my coordinates by I almost fell and became insubordinate

I slipped on my wishes, nothing was really there, I caught myself by my boot straps to thin veil disappeared

I keep looking and touching and once in awhile I get a taste

Most of the time I can't really rate if this grape was great or just a waste

It's probably going to be a decoration at a funeral, not eaten just an ornament

A petty crime from the dominant onto the dormant

The ones that lie and the ones that lie

I stamp, sign, file the papers a few variations of accreditation

I can't make out the signature

The time just blinds by

 alone being administered type it up with my heading

Forward is the current setting

Muse

I think therefore I am in debt

To the wills and thrills I have not met

I've conquered through the brush to paint

Little circles, Mirrored oracles, over and over

The do overs pass over like wind from shoulder to shoulder

Hills to jog up, make wine to bottle up, the string is cut

Two new halves dangle like a loose raft

View the river like a woman, roaring through anything

I figured I could keep the fray, the metallurgy and the night I turned stray

The elements, mostly likely the rain, told me to drain, release the wisps caught up in your head

You are a drain, as the water falls from you as I'm still bare

I didn't ask for much, even from myself, just wake up stay up lay awake sitting staring steering

Don't let the dreams get to you, the ones under your nails, hidden underneath the waves,

Over the canyon, the only thing we set ablaze, the wishes the wallows the hard swallows

The moisture.  The cracks lit up under street lights, the age broken up by luminescent,

The words never stirred never said a word I haven't heard it's better when you don't say a thing

Let me muse to the whirl, take ship hold onto the world, spin with the aviators, fall far from the flung

I hold my own hands and rub my own back, scrape scratches to relieve, to really see if I believe. 

Taste

Sip until you slip. In my flavor the taste concedes matter over neighbors
I'm over boredom and the settling of my hands do an activity make a plan
My swollen feet checked the rhythm laugh life love gave me shivers
Every time our dilated eyes met touching it felt like sand falling backwards rubbing
Dip until your drip inside my flavor the tranquility only impedes sexual behavior because if I save you I paved you white lines on a saber night shakes on a table
Concealing your identity is it safer to be chased draped in linen
Suck lips such hips moved around the equator lose this re equip
Long trips got me loving my alternator a shift for a shift drift from a room to a wick
Flip until you flop on my flavor squash our the flame left motion shooting blanks
Strangers can sit sea side finger nails scraping blind hearts drying on a clothes line
Rearrangements blew your hair so you could hide behind the follicles of vines
straight ahead wandering the days less then you imagined but the ideas unraveled
The dreams of being lost in the sky fell flat on the stairs like your coffee cup
Too many shards to bear across the floor we just laugh as we stare
Sip on my flavor like too hot coffee bigger bolder bitter