Here nor There

I place severances on aspirin
toe touches seeking abdomens
Astro glide a cherry pie open eyes loaf split
wide sideways sitting sigh Listen hi
hundred miles meet a mummy slash a summary sap in gluttony
Up to me sought after luxury reluctantly
butts and weed succinctly memories sync
they don't need me

Pump tills it's over blood thickens sand paper land rovers
Explore a holster soap shown expose you
pills pop potions Meal drop tickets
heal times wickets and widgets Apps open ingress
impossible what to see next nests on eggs
Sex on stage kings behave for a glade turned shade a hen fed sage

Burn a promise lines honest lives say a picture
lost hair fed the carnivorous
Begged for three legs juxtapose a common cold
lux to most a dreaded host
A semper fi buttered toast battered home shallow stoves onions play a role
I utter cold and swallow foam nothing new
a spacious throat
Saying and signing timely rewinding
nemesis an eclipse shine right upon an obelisk
Globes only two tones
moat over corked together
ether either believer
people seem to be the treatise
free forests
The type that's in between us

Astute

Astute with no clue mind over manners
round face dark lace
With brown eyes long limping through a date
I make too much now to really keep exposing
I grew up seeing explosions mostly motion dreaded erosion
Sucked nitrogen slipped cycling
miming sorry hunched gestures
Expressionless and Mensa stints opera house fair warning negligence
Epi pens and estrogen pouring rain over severances braided necklaces
Jewelry to tom foolery town hoonigan it's me your using again
Lentils and icicles soap box pornography through tv screens hypocrisy
Lots to see channel surf the buttoned up flannel serf
to move a week for the meek
to see the rings of Saturn from a church
the most utopian blades shattered seams
The bedside beams the way it feels to be unseen
put faith in a fever dream
Sheen the same glare as the sunglasses reflection
reflexes to counter the oblique corner stores highway messes.
Cheap paper and flinging plastic bags
All that's left is all I had stroke a smoke to see the stars
simple folk feel it hard
Spar with the subpar the real pop shoulders in place
hang till you flop.
See the scene obviously hunkered down serene
anchored to the sea weed
Rope hardly holds a memoir
flares just to impose a squinting stare
Down a flight of carpeted stairs tip toe barefoot sipping through a straw
Hinting at the fact that Camus is never coming back

The Sand Falls

I watched the earths ground shake
Kindly deserved lurking livid
find anomalies in the still living
Bones finishing new homes weightlessness new bodies
gravity No matter the angle the loose change dangle the news left tangled
Web of lies felt like life furnished just pieced together
what else would be my purpose
The service the provider the nourishment minced with the supplier
Inventory a sack of bones brittle idle my ideology
honest with waves of apologies
I just want to fix it mill it over till I'm missing the meaning
Read reread analyze the wells from my eyes over flowed
I'm over most
Swear on a tome smear the salt water on a tomb
the boom the bust
I got a few more dollars I place it on trust
watch the silt turn to dust
Hands over hands too much is a must
too late to place saints
Quit while your still quiet it's easier
to reflect hate then sit sad
I reverberate, mad, the life of a lamp the size of a stamp
The silt turns to new dirt the burnt earth laid uneven turf
Certain frames pinnacle ideas terminal presented in a sermon
Brandished loose hairs left curly white on top of stairs
Fought for a futon laid to rest in a recliner
sunshine looms
Swept the dirt turned dust with a broom out of the room
It settles like liquids do in a kettle
doomed to be warm
Light lifts the steam as if life lifts a finger
To turn a page
To cook dinner
One glorious moment
Pointing the sky, we are winners, one less, astute
Let the potatoes simmer left the world slimmer

Structural Deficiency

Structural Deficiency

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

8:53 PM

Cellular malfunction, collection of erosion hidden, black, nothing into something

Spread, outreach, the lumps into coal, the breaking of structure, molecular deficiency

The decency of splitting on no words, agreement to swap skeletons

Dire direction, messiness in the making, together as one, multiply feel numb

Saw the weight lose, pleasures turn into daily victories, the fight isn't UP to me

Failing structures, bones hanging loose, hinged together by years of muscle memory

Weak by the end, weeks, maybe only a few, coughs make switches turn off.

The air fills the lungs, slowly.  The carbon relies on the deepest parts.  Brain eating away.

It's all measures in subspace, the tiniest of increments, the total to a life. 

Radiation kept growth still for a moment.  Movement lifted spirits.  Living next to a loss.

All come as one, tears shared filled an oasis, treatment plans like Mirages.

We hope to see what we want.  What we want doesn't exist.  All that lives.

The things that hold you in, your allies, turn.  The fight for survival.

The flight to make all those years lean into commonality.  The boys and girl thinking the same.

The arrow of time leads us to only one point.