Sunday, November 28, 2010

The Sucker

I’m a sucker
For trying to try to always do right
And I can feel it in my head
I feel it in my head…
It’s a shame
I’m Ashamed to be so sad
Because I’m not blamed for everything
And I’m to blame for everything!

The things I had in mind
Tried to say but could not get out
Went in my eyes, but stopped at my mouth
In my mind but could not get out
And I thought you knew
I’m shy and got comfortable
Too much smoking in my room
But at the same time missing you!

When I’m not here I’m sitting in my head!

Again I’m a sucker
The one who will dry your lips
Asking questions, always confused
Ha! We just said we’re both confused
And I’m sorry
Sorry I let you blame yourself
For all of the abrupt decisions
Can’t you see it’s all my fault!

And I hate to be the fool
But can’t stand you feeling bad
Too beautiful to be made the cause
So I’ll put this one on myself
But, I thought you knew
The day I’d dance would be for you
And I know it would not make things better
But right now I’m feeling pretty close!

When I’m not here I’m sitting in my head!

1 comment:

  1. I love the line "I'm sitting in my head." I kind of get this commentary between these two people like "Jeez you are so lazy, what are you even doing" or even "what did you do today" and the recipient saying "well i sat in my head" which is almost this secure, homely place. But sitting in your head brings about this poem ha. Thank you head.

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