reflective lakes - reflective shades (full movie)

This took a full year from conception to completion.  It all started when Brad got out of a yoga retreat and I got back from my nephews first birthday.

Can I be excused?

Thinly lit dinners watching wicks burn through wax
Puddles form, entrees arrive, commence with knives out
Pass a plate and toss the napkin on your lip
Slick your hair back and glare over the food
Looking for the answer to a crossword puzzle
You barely understand
Even when you stand the edge isn't near
Pull up a chair it at will and it tends to tumble down the hill
Even though your presence sits still
You only need a few bucks for a loose thrill I just need a pack
Watching the wheels catch water
Moisture over barbers
Cut my hair grow it arson
I think the growth in communications outweighs the lonely equation
You equals lost light It's hard to see it but you know we are right I put the roll in my step
The cognitive foam aching up my arches
The branches looked stressed lines over lines
The weed line undressed into a meadow
The field grass turned to the sun wavered westward
Setting into cloudlessness
Blow breathes during armistices
Hope my mess is written to text So the best can't rid the next
Hopes float but the medium streaks menace
Long pause through strung songs
I wanted roses to become roads
Pictures to settle their message
It's supposed to be defense
Means most out of respect
Act slow out of reflex
It's abysmal trying to persuade with no hours

Mirages

When the one above pulls your sleeve off because their a rug
Got drugged out trying to make sense again
To in to be a better person
But it's worse when the worms missle guided on purpose
Even though it's all in order
All departments no borders
No treaties no expulsions
Last leg left back laid on thighs with surprise
Made nothing from my demise besides two open eyes
Two tones what's the definition while my guys losing his throne
Really it's just a bummer
All made family but all see better then me
Is it headed to the red
Do I shuffle farther from the ledge
I jump
I quit
I step down
I'm blitzed
I'm really just a miss with the distance of bliss
I wish
I messed up
I know
I've Never had to be coached just always be right
So I try and train but no train for I
I'm stuck at the station just waiting
Watching fellow passengers go to routes yet unseen
I'm sitting where I don't live
I'm posing two threats
I'm enjoying most webs
I'm struck by the scenery
I hope it's not mean to me because I mean who I am
I really do
I want to be a neutral space for distaste and rebates
See your friends till the end
A position is a superstition and what they tell just to say yes
You'll find yourself behind or in foreign locations
I'm only frustrated because I left something great
But I was caged in
I'll break you down and get you stocked
I'm a step further
I'll get you robbed
Bye job.

New blender

I'm searching for that new new
Sick of bubbles forced into one during the rumble
Surrounded by chunks of rubble
Dated back earths mantle
Back to back champs
Masks that yell out directions from a map
Blueprint stamps used for no news chants
Pick it up and open it
Fill the cup and pour into it
My chores revolve around painted porches
I heard
I listened
The gloss glistened intense subway kitchens
My drive ways from night to night
Because I swerve decisions
I try
I might
Inherit wisdom through strands of bands
What we deem culture
I suppose you know her
We broke up over hair pins
I get nervous it's on purpose
Smoke bellows below the sermon
Change up things made like things
Easy beings pretend to be stupid
And I knew this
Open through worship
Standing doors open sores lose my diction
Repeat the fiction tomorrow took a shower

I thought no I'm over

Is there love between two stars?
Or glances through the pass needs of passing cars.
Can life really be met or can it be spent under bar
I wish
I had the answers and the proximity
I thought
I had a clue but they all flew from me
The scraps of theories on relationships
How to convince strangers to like you
Fell from my pockets like loose dimes
I'm too small
I'm really too anything
So close from separate interview but my empty jars don't want it
The Petition came back signed by my hair teeth and eyes
I was hoping for participants
But I forgot to put on my pants and missed the date
I didn't really miss it if I'm ever late
Love is a debate
Give or take the morning after bake the hate for better taste
The good morning
The worried stare
The plucked hairs mutually
The boredom ensued permanently
The knees became locked
The joints all released simultaneously
The smell of ones breath
Wine coffee cigarettes
Most things happened undressed
No one to impress
Words dissect moments erased humility erect
Face the mistakes and bury the make
Soiled and elusive moments after
Mind bent posture limes spent stature

The things you find left behind

Fold a napkin into two
Put it between your four fingers and grasp
Wipe away the everlasting mess
See how much gets up in the first swipe
It's full of dead skin cells and ad sales
Before we got to it, the hallway was over filled
With coffee tables stacked on either walls
And a slew of coffee cups placed around the walk way
The view was irresistibly horrid It turned stomachs
It hurt two ways Filth and uncleanliness
Or
You remember when you had to climb over garbage bags of hand me downs and childhood nick knacks
The ones you sold for a new phone
The little memories come for even littler moments
You fleet And dodge the days that stack up
Each and every one
Hoping the start will drive difference
By repetition
With a new look
With being at a place until your being has a presence on that location that stays
Change dimensions
Turn the view a few
And squint your eyes like the sun is in your blind spot
The loss of sight drives for at least one solution
Control becomes meaningful if we can hide a harbor full of culture
A community works and waits
The streets run perpendicular
The compass is foreign
The directions written on printer paper left in the tray
Dangling
Now you're on your way

New ones form

From the distance on a rope
Braided with hope
Pulled tight with a grip
Made the strands twist
Made the tug snug
And now it lays as a rug
To the tether with a straight
The tension performed by henchmen
Blessing bestow messages
Excellence reflects essence
Time to key a sea ring
Dangle it
Like we dangle you
Two shoes no new new none too soon
The lines cross
And the spokes came off
The line a new you
Found the radian
Blew dreams like I'm ten again
Sew seeds to grow teams
So we can meet in the middle
No city no direction no misses no exits
Long lust livid jokes unforgiving
A new frame of mind A new name that isn't mine
A few crimes paid with a dime
A new time replaced the grime
We just built it in the sky
A few feet it's not that high
Know it all I've seen the fall
Good leafs bound to a cycle
Shaded me from the light
Let me sip my rum
Without the nuance of getting talked to
I'm an isolated incident
From the millennium celebrations
I witness the panic at a time when you have to be down on your luck to be less then what I am
A few pennies spent and a new memory went