Sunday, September 13, 2020

ANXIETY

Friday, March 20, 2020

The Way We are Inside


The way we fall forward



The moon light tumbled under billows of smoke exhalted with a wink of exhaustion

We toss and turn to the maven and the glow worms

seek the commune to solude

overt salutes

the gentlemen’s hand in refute

the bury of a dispute over uneasiness



we raise the glass to unsheathe us

we frisk for open carry

the broad term to unhole the glory

we pack to deplete

the sideways glance of the sheep

count backwards to fleek

I seek asylum from the meek

the way they mince words abstaining constitution

I rather opt out of the confusion then be surrounded by conservative restitution

I firmly believe we set sail to the thieves

the only way to win is by paying to believe



I seethe the notion of a nation

two sided apologies

one eyed dioramas

fearful of karma and bobbers

put your masks up

volley harder

campaign promises and menage chalices

we sip to the fallacies straw man etiquette and strip for the brevity

you see the negative

the mirror made miracle embezzlement

the money ain’t the measurement

the fear surrounds it

its embellish



A whole pile so esoteric

Eyes shy in the slumber

The tax haven resource tumble

The seesaw scrimmage

The all hands tied cribbage

The similar to the simpleton

The assiduous temper

The corporate mentors

The brain wash stock rise

The aim right stock hides

We fondle for the switch

the one that darkness makes us equipped



we face paranoia from the hiss

the long fated temper of the snake

we see the paper burn fresh from embers

it’s the equity and layered generations

the echo of an earthquake

our children feel the reverberations

We derail the purpose

Butt heads with the lurkers

Perk up for the occurrence

The showmanship of a Sherpa



The low remaining dip of being nervous

The anxiety in the vote and the way you see it tallied to find that we are all still broke

No matter the outcome

We take over

the anoint switch sides

their only demeanor is how they shift eyes public transfixion like the subway sans diction the etiquette of a bland taker

relays the service of a planned giver

Donate to be born with hate

Charity rides till the Fahrenheit fines

The ceremonial weight highs

The script is already in our minds

The way an echo hits all the sides













A birthing of cycles

The work of mothers
The same birth to time the numbers
Let’s blame earth and skirt tail the summers
The wine nights and the worse wonder
The lit brow to the mixed pile
The hem line falling apart in style
The once in awhiles
To peer through hoops on beaches
To see the loose railing riding reason
We see the people adhering to seasons



The winter coons bundle up with splintered swoons
Diving spoons in stew
Letting menace stew till you peel off into two
And hide under tissues
unsurmountable issues
Let me holler at the moon under bedding brought to you the same way that we gloss through
So cold we have see through bones strewn together with loans paid by our side lined clones



And then we spring when we’re sprung
try to remember the entrance to our lungs
we breath while we plunge
the gloom sets bloom as we swipe away dust with the thistle broom and whistle a tune
Make haste to our Nepsis laced with taste to our exits
face the behind to our borderlines
our hoarder sty
The same lace we fringe
halfway on a bridge
the two sides to miracles
eyes toward the terroir because the two men fancy merriment
The paved way laid mirrored
We all rise to be steered
the fear from the dew
moonlight shifting on a brand new dune



The summer stints
the way we merge hubris with humorless
the beer stained tutelage
The mood still hits the echelon of chopped and screwed kids
The nude flicks beached with sand castle tassels
the comber picks an apple to sople an ear drum like the syrup off a waffle
we line up for the raffle in our undergarment staples
We find them folded in the worn out shoe box of tapers
We remember the lines to our lovers thighs
To retrace the sanctity and all the encumbrance under mother nature’s blanket weave
The sandals buried in waves up to knee high
We remembered to pack the humble pie
Because the shame became our surprise
We always found where the bottle lied



But then we fall, oh boy do we fall
Tumbling in the leaves trying to breathe out while escaping our pet peeves route
We wish we were taught how to sew back on our sleeves
to prieve upon our lust
To rummage through the rust
The rustle of limbs
And the hustle to fit it all in
A quim reflex with a brim sheepness
Follow the solemn like we just braced for autumn
I’m the bottom like I just qualem the short sighted from the birth righted



We work for the earths title
Try to lay in the imaginary
And pray to the statistics of the obituary
We bit a bit until our flirts are feng shue
And we unberth the hurt foraging for our geomancy
We massage for the earths atresia
loaming through the creeks for a new season


What lies on the GPS

I finally figured out love is in a radius
Close proximity to the ones trying to tame us
Long distance is a sloth sifting
Share what you mean to
Mean to it all
Wash your wigs to see the meaning tall
Clamored by your anxiety and all the wishful thinking leading to sobriety
but it’s easy to find the love when you’re wearing white gloves
take it off like sun
sweating petting pugs



missing sections of neighborhoods
we see how we want to
imagine what’s good
we heave where we should
the moods hooking soon
like the moves looking too
slide on with you like we glide into issues



we share a time bomb vision
the cross eyed cross legged hindrance
we care for it
the same ideas that we share forward
communication ties are a bottom line
the bottoms wide
neither cared for the Solemn tide
the waves make haste but the days take aim like the names sound the same



What’s on the GPS
the long route towards the obsessed
the one liners and three exes
the HUD defines us only see with blinders because our mind binds lust
our qualifications are in the modern embankments
the trenches we dig to roll out
take a swig to pull out
take a miss
I found out through the twigs back to the farm looking big
we bug then we tug the borderline rug getting drugged
the weak bond that holds together the hectic
zip tied the metrics with the hoarders and the boarders



the border between us is the transportation nexus
the next exit
the hand holders and the step overs
they move you like a boulder
like a pillar
like a bridge
they ride on your back
just make sure you can swim
try and fathom the direction
lay low in the front row jealous of your section



Overzealous amount to ween and make sure you are open to the scene
the ins and outs of the dream
you figured it was an obsession but it was just a therapy session
a marry me blessing like the kerosene tension
drive by as the mileage rolls over
you roll over and see them like a drive thru
burn the tethers like the Mayans do
Burn the tethers seize the frayed edges while we grasp the pendent
Frame my penance
Save the semblance



A mirror a miro a mere hero
I merge onto words and turn when I remember this
The totality of temperament
The physicality is peppermints
The imprint on memory meager tenderly
Endlessly summer stints thumbs numbing penniless




Bitten Earlobes

Hidden jewelry in a lost Epic
Stained necklaces burn the republic
We learned the sovereignty and the sum of it
The perimeter is a hinder like the way you hoard all the tinder

I find her patient

we imbued in the basics
Storage and exploring
foraging for the emblazoned berries
we hide from the faeries
the ones that cause us lazy
because the cause is in the shaded trees
The middle fingers and Hades
the only thing we had is where we stand the backwards throttle of a message infused sea bottle
we find the hollow in the speeches
the way they get their secrets is through tubes and breeches

the branches are expansive

the treasures are just for glances
behind the one way mirrors
make sure the hull holds us and the army steers us
I posit my deposit
the alloy wheel finds solace
the direction is omniscient the basis is premonition

we seek demolition

we are weak huddling around a one stove kitchen
driven to separation bordering on starvation
we find the ease in the heels
they brandish the steal and sell out feels they overload our mental capacities
find out how we phantom weave the ecstasy imbedded in our eccentricities exploring beauty laced with hues and ludes
imagining the paradise
and the nudes
and the sex we forget
and the accounts we expect
and the naps we awake unkept

I unmet you

the stranger with the lent news
the send through
the big business that don’t care if they bend you or keep moving

I feel like I keep losing

the thoughts as soon as they loom upon and now I’m loose on a tender
a wide brimmed social enigma
a community sap
a two minute back pack tactic
learn to find the experience in the lavish I’m moving up through the fabric
the cotton to satin the bar room napkins stacked enhancing

the fancy life
is the court ordered mansion strife the afterlife being entombed in your den like zen right room
Boom goes the night in a dripped shroom
The auto focused zoom on the multiple faces of gloom
The broom that whispers
The gaudy eyes lane surfers

I serf her

I surf the carpets that lead to the markets
I serve the analytics that band aid the fear in us
The sand grits a pick
The hand width is thick
We tick until we split
The time tables shtick



Tell all


Tell all
They want me to write my tell all
The public description of a loose fall
The wine bottles lined on the stall
The one time I puked tried to drive I rebuke

I tried to give her my all
But I ended up writing my tell all
Only called to send my scars
The loud rage of a shedding
All that built up rage only to find an ending
The distractions let it wither like the sunrise hides when you shiver during a bender
the one sided apologies only flicker residuals of being bitter
You can always see them slither
They try and play nice
get home rosy
curl up in a ball
I wasn’t about to fall

They told me to write my tell all
Tell all
The same space I found between the overalls
The face that
meant it all

Stands on the edge
to peer into fears
And somersaults
Dives into screams, a one man team, tries to balance on a beam but finds it hard to put pressure on the seam
Menace when she weens
a woman
a ten ton bull dozer
a lousy loper
a clockwork time warper
a silhouette of a cork and the beauty you put forth
Led to forked shadows and forgotten hallows
the shallow in the iniquity
The bellows pushing and the hints we see

Put it in my tell all
To be all

To be the one to face the runs
The caged bird swinging letting out a hum
A face all see this
based lull remix
A faze to a phase
walking backwards through a maze
Entail it till your tame
Blame it all on the game and the rules we thought we remembered
I finally knew it was the same
I finally flew through the cage
the long nights wishing who to blame for the stress and the mess and the empty nest while we text about our love and all the hang ups and the sugar doves
the pot holes you hit every day
come and go while we place a finger on the pace that we hinder on the sorry and the thanks we deliver
the mezzanine was always open for dinner

The tell all reveals all
The memoir stands tall
Till the pages wilt and the age becomes nil and we mixed the dust from the ecstasy and the pills
The fun runs and the dry stuns to the wet ones and the tums
It’s funny when you think about it
Drugs mixed with insecurities
So you don’t have to think about it
It’s easier to erase and hide the memories behind your eyes then own up to the fact that being blind was a prize
being praised is a surprise
the holding up to the hold ups
It was like being held up

And now I face the opposite way
The bravery and hostile stays
The brevity and too much to say
I respect the boundaries and all the illusions surrounding me
The way the mirrors monitored me
The mere moments and the near miss ornaments
The scorn you kiss
The lips ripped like thorns
The lucid born agains
The one mans ordeal into becoming a heel
A feeling of loss like the needing that lost
The impeding nature of a set it and forget it time nomenclature
A minds miniature compared to fates literature
A sand covered sonnet with blood lined
Ad hominem’s
Sore eyed from your drives to saviors swimming through low tide
Make believe millions and thankfully I believed in decisions

The tell all the tell all
The high hills around the spring fall
The be all the seminal
To turn the ride as a see saw
The be all the see all
The tell all; we all


















Red Eye-Red Eyes

I see the loops
The love triangles with the flukes
The bent string quartets
The whispering flutes trying to pile drive the truth
the way the lopsided hang from the hoops
we hate all the yips and whoops
the appraisal of the fitted suits
the nasal and the mute
the moment of spectacles



the hopelessness


the hone of the midnight burning slow in a candle light home
we put praise on the banks


our parents shared a thick red wine they laid in the sand and tossed the towel to the side
buried their feet
married to their oblique
the nature of their windowed peaks
they held hands buried
burden of the world left exploring
the anchor of a replacement
a thank you from the monks seeking sainthood


we thanked and understood the sacrifice of the after life
the happen stance
the magic at hands matters
the discussed plans mattered when the wrecked dreams scattered
we shattered the dust like stars and watched it get swept away by the notions all laid out like malls laid out
the enticement of a trap and the laid back stance
marked up while you collapse to the fervor of your debt


and the further we done wept till we kept the reminisces and the strung wishes

all becoming listless

waiting to envision

Repeated Discussions

Time is of the essence
The bar room
far groomed
target fluorescent
Sand in a hand
watch as the wind takes the strand
hawk the moonlight
fuck on the night stand
the banter turned to barter
the chores became a swallow
the farther we pace
the might seems to waste
The chase is the only thing that will erase
The nights of solitude,
the barren attitude served with the altitude

will probably run away
one more dream
once more haste
we found ourselves in a bubble
the trouble and the negate
the Hubble and the mate
the skin deceased like our mothers ear rings
the batters free base and the handlers leash laced
the only thing that mattered was the place
I could spend love less nights dreaming up a state

a feral mannequin
a peril brandished
the bone marrow all vanished
the best being placed to rest
now all I have is awakenings and sterile kings
a seam stitched into nets
the type that strive for your insides
the memories that make you recline
the days you left on high heat to feel the new found blood rise throughout your feet

Two timed loving
Takes a second to see the upstroke strumming
The summers and the two glass eyed wonders
All the numbers lined up like pummels
The seeds laid in the stove oven
Meeting up was like a jam session
two bubbles meshing a thoughtless intersection
a pop in the second stances
an apology for an interweave
a hopeless song played on bitter keys
a purposely forgotten melody




































The only way to pull

The pride
The sublet in your eyes
Care free energized
Still on my neverminds
The once
the wise
the hope in a fourth side
Don’t mind me the over ripe passion fruit
The loop
watch me broken
The swoop
adopted hoping

Lines in the mind
the curvature of memory
Farthest from a true identity
Open up a ceiling
ride the heavens wing



The brevity in the smack
The ways you want it back



But the love was like a plug
Quick release and an easy come up
The woken warmest
the unique payment in every arraignment


you only steal with your ways
you can only cheat within a reach

The way your eyes peel for the niche in the sheets
The neat freak turned unfolded laundry
Watch the spin cycle like you wash the pin stripes off you
The race to the taste
the lasting lust while you fuss for the opaque puff

Times trapeze till my minds back, ease
Or
Times trap see till my minds back east
Or
Time traps me till I mind what I see
Or
Time tapping on my minds sapling
Or
Times trapeze till my minds back free

Everyone thinks they know me
A plain clothed shinobi
The only way you can keep me is if you hold me
implore the unexplored tombs of my bedroom
the sticks and stones
The one liners and frozen lasagna
The mope hiding well
the tears chocked
The fear spoke like little wings
The zero g’s riding on a swing
The weightlessness in your gut
And all the air you threw up
Never wanted a moat
I always knew where to float
Always peered through the soap
Calling down a slope alone
the hope still left in depths of my phone















Repertoire of Enjoyment

Time in time out
take time to find out
The loud mouths and the avocado
The hard truths and the shallow no’s
We find the route to find it out
The trail of peers
the sunshine lumineers
the hoove minded hinders near
Seek tribulation
only right in a group
The toss of a two
the loss of a few
The fights over the experience
the heights in the periods
the mirrored ego hero kids
the heroes in the laundry
dried out doing nothing
the end of nihilism
turn reality into oh hi I hate em
oh fine I’m changing
oh bye to the tamers the takers and the farmers
the ones with the visions but no karma
find them falling in with pharma
it’s easier to fall off then clue in the news
it’s simply efficient
the screws loose but we all lose
the balance sways
the accolades of acting a certain way
being in a camp and never giving back or facing a way and never seeing the tail end
the edge of a mate
the take and take and take
the too late
the way that I’m too late
I find the flakes but at least I have the faith to see the fate




Grasping for it

find the scraps of paper tucked under couch seats
still waiting to be answered
the thoughts stolen
the ideas reinvigorated from absent breath.
I turn the page to reveal a new canvas



a wind yet turned
the autumn whistle
the leafs crashing
sun light trickles in sherbet hues
the push pops



our criticism of hopeful dreaming
fingers stretch to vitalize our future holdings the ink bled the dotted edgings
the further from the truth
finding ideologies and endings
a comatose of mixed whites mixed with adolescent.



I archive the pilgrimage
into the tethers that brace the brave new world
building towards a flat eco
our feelings are just echoes
wale in a well



the memory pyramid bounces back in different time signatures
two fourth the effort and nine sixteenth the pleasure
lined the dents to my presence
imagining the present in a burned-out entrance









Therapy (trace the words with your fingers)

A little unfocused and a lot poetic
Keep the calm copacetic


it’s like how you cope with the bar room ethics

the attention draining dual mirror metric
I measure it once but the change keeps adding up like the ghost dividends
divy in



hide from the wind turbulence
herbal essence
don’t mind the peasants
the way we slept back to present
lack of entrance
we imagine the exit but fiddle with the locks to our quotient
it doesn’t matter how the alchemist makes the love potion



the cracks in the plates
the whirling of currents
the merging of oceans
I see the middle in the indigo flame
the distribution of self
the love letters that were returned to sender
the murder to our pending omens
the truth through threads
the loose sheets dread



were we in debt?
blur me intrepid turn weave burnt too tired lessons
I still hurt from the departures
The delayed edifice
I blame the malevolence
the decay of my nemesis
ergo the lament
the talented priority
the Hugo
the second city
you forgo sentience



sensor lo fi so so tenacity
know how and no go
the hopeful the elope toes
Appalachian choke holds
the last hole par 711



we run the course and acknowledge
the lapse reverend the black dozen naps dilemma
maps stacked tacit temperance tapping humbleness rumble evanescence
crumble diminished determinant



Norfolk no most fro toast buttered boast gutter goat hopeful soak
tattled on the combat
tattered by the cloak
knapsack clap back
hampered huddle adolescence
shuffle mundane moist veins sake aim
take blame
paper mane flake plane



lower the order
holier the porter
fourth fears
depth sheers death peers
extra wet tears leverage
remember the beverages and the long-held anointment
wrong timed coin set
hung long side wept



lines were set simultaneous
song and step somber euphemisms
cradle left
white powder pompous
pests seek the nest
the key turned west
the keep earned Best
the week worked mess
the long drained dress strain on the hemline lavish the wain purposeful
wholesome erotic
certain events hurtfulness
curtain complex








































Found keepsakes after moving

We try and hold onto all the fleeing moments
The way the snow bends when it falls
We picture the glass ornaments,
the ones we saved from our youth tucked in boxes,
building towards a holiday.

The decorations poised,
the engulfing of joy,
the little fires lined in sequence,
the harsh sentences,
the windows turned sentient,
we look out to forget what’s within,
the Venetian twins,
the flooding of our love and the wherewithal to rebuild,
the survival is apart,
they remind you too restart,
the engine takes off.

The little things like tiny wings and pretty please,
the stress in the means,
the test taking binge,
the hopeless twinge and the spoiled tang,
we mean what we say
the fortitude that we displace,
shift in the decay,
sift through the blame,
I guess it was easier than the stay,

the minor vacations
the way my back takes abrasions
the people with their faces
we all tie the laces
we all stop at stations
we wait until we see the one way ticket to your serenity,
most pay for the amenities,
the branding of a lie,
we spin till the surprise,
sunlight young
might slung right,

fortified in the preparedness
we summarize how we are managing to get to the moment of bandages
the red scribbles error messages
I clear it out once a day
the mighty once fallen been a few cycles decipher the disciples
we rob the intellectual property
watermark are name in debt
realize the lonesomeness reflecting from our steps
we trudge forward because we realize the theory in exploring
The maps in storage
The edging on a border
































Seek Shelter

We embraced the holy trinity
Love food and water
trying to hold down the soliloquy until we see the serendipity through the worms dignity
I finally see the wrinkles each twinkle bantamweight postures pumpernickel
I follow five rules of reason
Indian San script
pull a bandwidth, heathen,
watch the peers ponder cold wits and warm grits
mixed together elusive
nine lives loser Lucifer

Looped together shady weather no breeze arms are the shelter
hold tight like toothpicks
bunched together crop rotation
intercom communication breaker breaker
take her before you earn her
mold the ontological shapes
the holy spirit just respirated
the anointed one
the blasphemy unhanded me
the laps we took around a kiddie pool
the cats drool turned on
the pat the purrr
the father and the furor
my honesty couldn't get me any further
so I pulled out a map
pantheon to relax
ask my mom whom did that

I'm farther then a stray being led into the fray
the upside of ubiquitous
chandelier dangling circumference
the shadows bled from the brave
a whine extorted pinched by the grave
the casket
the super hero masked kid tried to save the world
he saw the impact
he saw the baton twirl
the mural was his memory



lenses get upended until the sight got ended
the collateral damage sentence
the brain wave mended
Now we indulge in the sentience
art of language artificial intelligence
lemon squares and the men that care
all get roped up in the wave of stares
we all fight till our hair gets pulled out



I think of zen the monks and the bends
picture a pocket of nirvana
the graceful wishes of the moonlight father
the burning bush and the shrooms we took
the psychedelic divination
the anti life equation
brought forth from wence we came
And the fence blocked the outline
the tension split the sidewalk
the curb appeal and mass alternation
The states get retraced and replicated
The budding grows towards Morse code
The vibrations wreck a physical nation
Falls down like inebriation
a pacifiers hibernation












RESORT VACATION

We both see the island as a way for our eyelids to fixate on stylish dehydrated diamonds
The inn most people try to get in
Surrounded by banana plantations



The bulks in the room move weight across hemispheres trying to sulk in a tomb
The hostess is coming soon
Pay with the platinum
obsolete like retinas
The credit on the line like open marriages on decline
I say it was a block chain
l’m trying to invest in to octane
Numerous humans
moles in the pupils
Eyes as wide as marsupials
strung out wearing supras



a spider in snakeskin
shed the make shift
Dante's manic, too many mavericks
Motte over oceans; a prism encampment molly wish washing acid test thrift gawking
I left squawking
slurs of curves and big words leashed by the bender as we lay out end to center
Passed out, a sick ender, switch flip the courthouse, a safety net splendor



The lady leaves
the hostess emerged
A hex for the spent, low line curves urged me to return a slurp for a turn
immaculate masculinity reconditioned me
I find the requirem in the spotless mind
Erase the moment
too many lives
a graceful union



I pay respect for the ghost of the Serbians
play in place half lighted giggling
a minute like an affidavit
truth seeps from the portrayal of camp David
A mountain is different to what I'm enslaved in
Anxious it's like a bottom laid pavement
Like takin a test like an inflight check



A moon lit spirit a Imhotep step spiral
I see the end the ghost ferry
barging through the bend
hitting the harbor barb wire augers rebuilding the posts
farther into a bridge
two people on each end
a love life pushing to the middle like a syringe
the blood is the hinge
the joint the joints
the angles
the anoint
the conjuring of two souls
the commitments are creased up
reality unfolds






















The Garden

The brain is a stem
Buds partied off sending seeds for influence
The memories and how they went inconsequential
Loss of friends sending winds
The decay blocks operand
Space takes shape
The will of the moment
Grasp for the season
A new hand like vines on an easement
I see the time but I forgot the reason



The grooves the interludes the proofs
The first time we sat upon a bench
Dried long grass grazed our Innerness
The loops that rerun like jumper cables attached to car batteries
The memories you saved, DVD Rewritable,
The moments moment you were saved
Projected on city blocks bombed out graffiti murals



The brain is a stem
Watch it show
Like running from mid Aprils trying to reach your room
Narrate the atonement
Save a life
Horticulture moves
Milling over
Live for just a second
Cherish the direction of your trajectory
The seeds spread open sesame



A stranger a few looks a friends pours on the pavement
The calm wisdom ran a figure into family
Bloom till there is no more room
Open air, communication breezing
Let it touch, your presence
Find a plan, the growth in its early stage
Jot it down, the productivity of self
Fill it up, stage the evolution
Feel the soil between the skin
Nourish the growth
Revitalize the amber
The sand in the after
The dreams somber
wonderment tamed to remembrance
All the prosperous woven by your climate
Our cultures, this field, defined by it






































Idea is all wrong but that’s okay

The once lit bandit
Somersaulted one handed
Over crevices branded by the establishment
The dark poured peppering men's astonishments filled with claims of embellishment
The furry of feet over cold soaked steel
The running of anxiety through times wheel
The new angle to view striped angels



A back stage ordinance to pave sidewalks over monumental ornaments
The breathes earthquakes subsidized
Earls made reprises year over year
We thought the public made a difference
But the art disappeared
My identity surrendered to me
White flag over brim
The bones jutted out two hands over fist



A collective effigy a burning stick
Waver the smoke inhale the carbon
Bombs lit stuck in alters
Holy state and stale palper
One hand on the page
The other guiding martyrs
Bar room fights over light
Utilities a far flung ministry


the seediest of sincerities

my necessities shouldn't warrant bottom handed telemetry


I need a dollar for the sun and another dollar just to run from the gun I provided for


I eagle eyed the perimeter security overhearing getting near to me their dogs can hear the fear mirrin me
Take off for the screen


the walls digitized in my dream

one less for the collective jar holding out souls diminished afar
Lo and behold a bottom bar rolling on the floor


you see the imprints of the soles

trace it back to the road

see the cobble stones break under pressure

see the separatists find an answer

they see the decision isn't only cancer

a fancier way of saying dying young deserves a plaque

we snack as they sack

a city a prettiness in the brutality

a somber fitting































Just trying to gamble

Life is a lottery
Look at the person next to you
They won the lottery



Strangers glancing at you like you won the lottery
Birth order spin the wheel shape the souls pottery
The concurrent waves move us along possibly
Random number generator get a spark


move the ark artfully
I drew from past carnations
Decayed pussy willows
alien formed wonders
Silent night humming in train stations
It doesn't bother me
But I think I just won the lottery



The feeling inside of me
Where weightlessness is absent
Peer through the lavish like an open handed masochist
The fame brought the little flame
The Powerball numbers all run the same
Identical nature mother weathered nurture
A birds eye view of the winners and the losers
The poverty map drawn by the usurpers
A decision made by haste
lo and behold we love what we can take
Even their grin looks fake



It probably is playing sheep with the shepherds all morning long


got lost on the echo

hellos sounding mellow

the stench of money

men's belt buckles
Even when the majority are counting wrinkles on their knuckles like it's a deposit in their trust funds



I trust none
I bark back like a childhood flashback
Neighboring dogs lined the communities arsenal
the money layered awkwardly
built upon blown out buildings
a collection of the myriad
trying to count all the silliness
commuting towards the fulfillment
Tried to find my way through the signs
Social cues next to screws



the lottery players sociology


decadent drunk high upon breaking caste systems and all the entrails of its dichotomy
The cheers
the free-flowing dreams
Hand in hand
Scratching away the connectivity
Born with life progress the commonality
Waiting in line
rise through the bureaucracy


















West Shadow

Never felt sweat around me like an atmosphere

only felt near when my peers were with me

feet dangling off piers.

Shadows open up revealing strange desires and open-faced sandwiches hidden under attire.

The tires start jacking the car like an earthquake feels while you stay at the bar.

On some molly oh hallelujah

the time fits

scratch the rhythm an inch

it feels like steps the more we dance the least likely to ever wept
A second in a caption


a flick in a match stroke

I see the face of a coke nose.

Vanity unhanded me

a soul settling

a peak beyond the feather wings.

I see my appendages loosely developing sanctity appearing

don't you see music shaped me vividly

a depth charge of loose words and fittings

 bed ridden sit ins alley oop driven linens

but I'm lament stuck to my shoes floating over alcoholic mixed drinks and ash from joints .

I'm finding water.

Pupils as big as dimes.

Hair frolicked over on a three-week bender.

Moving ankles to the movement.

Talking over everything for the amusement.

At least they like my hair.

At least they don't stare.

Sweat caresses the back of your neck.

The sweet release

the organ donors

the venue explorers

the open up pop sizzle crack the lord before us.

The loops got the group closer to the perimeter

closer to me

the ones with their hands on their knees.

Read a projection

all screens all loose like trying to find the adamant in a pile of recluse.

Trying hard not to grind my teeth

trying harder not to step in

watching predators’ prey.

The notes last a few hours into the next day.



















An unpolished edging

The glaciers peak looks far away.

The eyes need to squint to see its outline.
The canyon rumbles


the snow deluges

melting empirically down to new found springs.

Scent arises

evergreens and forever dreams

the steam shapes up
And pours over the cold revealing trimmed greens and thorny branches
Holding on to its lover wishing the mountain would tumble.



My heads like a cabbage
shredded coleslaw with the synapses
Flaring up, I'm fair enough, immediate mediator, balanced.
Prince of the estate the check lines
the sound wilderness divides the round
Solemnly square


 hair for days

passionate watch the skin sweat immaculate
A bag of tricks


wave at cute chicks a chic magnet

guilty philanderer
Unhand me sir


common course

an ominous retort

I sip scandalous at the resort
The shade braves over talking to shadows seeing tattoos on family roots
Inked over bled through the will


signed on the dotted line
Signed my name too many times
Go by the name curly head


grind my teeth thinking charlotte’s web
Who I bed no queen just some crumbs


a dinner table

 a matted dream
Don't lock the lock


I don't carry my keys see the window.

A new pain
An opening into the humble
I see all the wasted time stacked in that same line
I wished upon a star
Something that was so far gone
So far away


can't retrace the stacks of creased paper
Perforated edges for the sacred


I'm left one
The happiness is a reprieve


the excitement ends as energy
Boils away from me as steam
I say bye to my self-esteem
And try to relax with a new set of keys
















Trying new shells

Laying crusty like a hermit
I feel bad because all the long days lead next to sermons
Sharing a bed with a vermin
I wish I could still say I was learning



What's the purpose?
Feel out of place slithering around like a serpent
Ask for forgiveness it's a nuisance
I'm new to this, a well lit service
A bump in the road a bowing servant
Groveling I'm on the wheel a dads appeal
A never ending answer supped up cancer
A man can only be a dichotomy


oceans favor iconically

Omni opus fault line hocus pocus alt lines fluctuate

hate fills a milk shake
Where's my rock when I hit bottom?



I see the flock but I don't hear the calling
Night falls


see the garbage

evenly lit summers smells like sausage
Around the edges


help the shadows
Bend the loose ends see the helpers
Conserve the support beams


the team is family

the thought is amicable

bramble full of shambles

ideas full of samples
Bump to the noggin


asking for my pendant back

I'm a stripped Cadillac

call me what you want

lather me in ash and paint me black
Racks and stacks of books overlook the shore


the sea shell hollers back

don't yell so I sit and stir and find my vision blurry till I lay cross eyes deserted


Oops still anxious sick to my stomach flopping till I'm nervous
Socks got holes


eye sockets got full
Dull pull until the alarm clocks throw
































Remembering to try new things

The way the nostril flares trying to breathe for the new found air
Clogged up congested


arm’s length away
e minor interesting


talk with hands
try and make plans on fingers
count out the days but miss the inbetweeners
Hold on to the sweat that bakes on layers of oils caked on foreheads
you wake up in it
The insulation made of Kleenex
The walls that are next
The rubbing of skin
Irritable and drowsy
Hours of lost sleep towers of laundry
Power to semblance


chalked outline for my remembrance

I remember this
Summer cold tries to hold the showers cold
Is it allergies?
The pollen swallows around


Holland lolligagging off fallen weeds

trying to sip tea through clogged nostrils
osprey and relate
low levels of mercury
Hercules usurped to me
It's probably apparitions


stone walls fall till the sunlight stalls
Ifirit climbs till all you see is the flame
Icarus flies on towards us and gets blamed
Isolate try and find a pumpkin patch in the denim
flow eyes till the enemy is in your retinas expertly and desperately mesmerizing wings shown through methamphetamine tenderly
It's an essence


back cramped
call it tension for each moment that is ahead of it
Shed the finest entrance


leap off the skin down till your dot matrix

hate this hatred


Wish I could stretch into a helix and peel back the carrots till I'm fair with it
Safe feline


feel it fish hook

felt up till I'm misunderstood
ant wise land lines and pantomimes
Sand shown through the flat shoes
Danced off until I'm recluse and still next to you
Hands in stanzas


whisper artillery

cinch the boombastic

quasi gods’ eyes till it's on right and drape

the sleepers in black curtains during a fire fight























A few long years

The wrap caresses skin

the flesh still tender like a canker sore

the skin flares up like an allergy

bumpy bruised scabbing over

the white blood cells don't do much anymore just lined the pores.

You know the accident wasn't that bad

your arm in an invisible brace

toes still trembling

barely lost your finger nails under heavy machinery.

You keep whizzing by the scene

the blood still stained on the wet cement

the mop head never changed.

You pick up the wooden mallet and place it back down.

Inhale the cardboard dust

exhale all the black in the lungs.

Injuries are funny

easy to get over

damaged tendons

white lines in your fingerprint

skin still tearing off from the frost from the dryness.

One day they won't show up to work

one day they'll remove their gloves on their own in protest of the last few remaining decades

it's easier to quit banging

I wish I had the thought to give up but my mind only sees what my eyes can count process the brevity

I stumbled on stilts

I watched people line up

I watched people get walked out
I wrapped my hands


couldn't really hold anything but I still worked really.

I was afraid of the complaints

the do nothing and the cranks

the rumors spread porous

the people that really knew and the people that overheard the clues.

Pedestals are obstacles

never said a word

never went to a hospital

done with the work

call me hospitable because I did it for the respect and the loss of muscle movement refrained forever in my brain

the hands be my tools to heaven

the staircase doesn't have a railing so I use my hands to provide the leverage

I come close to the ending

I look up and see the stars bending till I'm one with space

I got home went bowling and erased the damage of retails wraith










After a few sessions

We tend to the weight, dropping watch chicken salad fall from a plate,
intend for the dunes,
loosely naked shifting soon,
sand barely stand each surface reprimand


master case erupt stuff

love life
balled in a bunch catered for a lunch
call me when you need a soft touch
Lust for the white leopard paws
full of raw meat fangs keeps us lurching


forget the blue cheese the earth worms and the new me
fade the moon crescent a message
lumps to lesson over less oven heat convection
burn a blessing urn sworn seconds
the mini me's


the stressful three a.m.'s

the tepid men with their eyes swollen shut


is this it
was it enough



split shade in a trunk


awoke moments settled down groped ornaments
washed off oily skin passed for class
now I got a chance


 a fat stance in a burlap sack and react to the ergonomic yakity yak
I'm sick of being told how to be ran over



I live laugh and launder
I'm a monster
I'm a shoulder



All shoulders trying to push up this boulder to mt. Cyanide
Freedom tried to get between me and you
Honest living with bountiful misgivings
Tried to quit all the vices
viewed through auxiliary devices
heart still raced like a krazy Kat when the slumber was under
Words dictate


I'm more than a thesaurus


Motion rules everything around me
Envious of the pounds that round me
Find the cream in the cabinetry
Mounds of grounds per the parliament
Endless lines for the harvesting
Armistice and arms that twitch
Armed with this


I'm just a charlatan

























A hike around the stars

It was hard to watch you crumble
Sloped back in your posture
The hail touched down
the house rumbled
I thought the world was falling
I knew you were dying
I watched you trying and hard
to watch all of us crying



The lines in the sand
the wrinkles in your hand
always bigger than most
I think the difference is appalling
the deterioration is multiplying.
You told me you couldn't live like this


being needed with hands with fists with every ounce of molecules

presents in abolishment
family and friends never met but words being expressed
Love was at an intersection
All facets of your life represented
All moments rejoiced as common pleasures



I think it feels easy because your touch is all around us



all the birds all the stars all the natural habitats you've enriched
the teachers the students coworkers all saw you as a movement
you lived the life you lived because you saw the difference in our kids and the impact in our decisions
I hope the overgrowth keeps spreading and the weather accumulates so we can all hold are hands together



We feel safe surrounded by all your keep sakes



around all your sketches
pondered by all the letters
all the books overwhelmed by the fact that we all have a lot to live up to



I still feel like I'm riding on your back
Up here I can still see the cranes, the bluebirds, the sun rise and the sun set


the long grasps at a short bet
The even the odds


the longer we stalled

the harder it falls

groping for the grips

the thick hair fell short

the click bares the final report

the monitoring the honoring the astonishment the lottery

it never mattered about the cash
I still feel like I'm riding on your back
























A long addiction

Inhale the smoke
All the roaches bundled up for the warmth
Rebels are pebbles


epson salts and stilettos
dine and dash with edibles
Mind the stache and all the hashtag peddling
A wedding ring makes the heavens sing
I called nine one one on the needles and drums
I dialed four one one for the seals and drugs



I find it easier long gasps for air on hampered dares that I set up
I chase a rabbits tale when I wake up
Trying to make out the colored lines
White lines and yellow fries
Try and try again to tie my tie for the severance
The large end wraps around the thin
Constrict the thread wrapped tight for a bitter end


sun light I'm himming and hawing
obsolete feathered streak fatty steak



is this all that I make?
Is that all that you take?



I beat my chest and rumble
a cheated heart left fumbled
parallel chicken pox
I got doxed


I just dozed off

I just wrote off into the sunset
paired eyes watched the hornets’ nest for years
A cheese cake with a side of Frosted Flakes
A bachelors anthem
a lot of days drowned out by the thoughtless panhandling
I'm pagan no I'm egan
I'm a team waiting for the season
fallen through on the reasoning
I just want life to be full of seasoning
a chili powder dry rub
a philly steak with a tip that got snubbed



Anubis the reclusiveness
relationships are the stupidest
friends are cowards
families smiles look so sour
only a few looks an hour
only enough power to run home after a home run
low light see the globes gloved
Around the circumference
Each skin a little different
Transfusion inches towards the loveliness
Back shooting pain


back to back can't stack the losing
fanny pack loosely refuting



I can't stand the sand
I can't stand on your hands because the land is so grand.
A hundred thousand suffering auctioning off supper and telepathy
Offering up most luxury soaked wondering
Extinction a single season a weekend battered appeasement


seamstress wildly stuttered sneezing steez like the steel seething
weep in the believing


all the candles placed in a vigil
the wide mile ride to bask in evil
a shifting of the easel
shifts from humble atonement to rewatching tapes of evel kenieval






The tubes

Boundlessness the tether pole the spins a cartwheel a soul
Thinly light tables eating saltine crackers breaking underweight by two hands
Hands hid by jewelry topaz rang beautiful
The wind chimes knotted together


a thud against the siding
The cracks in the wall


the lack in us All
The hail banged thought of open stables


peppered cars and what to do when he's gone
Introspection on a misdirection


intervention a kitchens ember
The fire


the flame

the people we blamed even when the character stayed the same
The faces in the wall


the traces see me tall
Getting bit being bought


eat from a trough

mere memories we've lost
Kaleidoscope eyes turned slowly seeing shifting remembered again blissfully
All the trails hiking where the wood chips were


 feels like Braille the forests looked like Brazil
The thrill in being caught


the openness we thought we fought

smoke bellowed over birds

 the words crazy spray-painted ovaries

near miss calamity unhanded me
The pressure the stretchers the stretching


the breaths between curfews
All times you never cared
Open wounds naked wombs


jotting notes on time clock slips
Nips and navels quick tumble an angle


the hairs the fare the heat bitten lipped stares
Starry nights looked upon


zippered down windows in hand me down tents
A family imagined too stressful


a living wasn't managed

a service charge
A freight fee


a plea to kneel down and kiss the sting
I kissed until the lips needed chap stick
I felt thick but hollow


swollen from the scrutiny

brazen from the puberty
Humor me a human less


I'm positively stressed the women

I've never met
The moments that feel equipped
Positions I've never missed because a water fall is hard to draw
Motion becomes sediment
Notions taken like medicine
I'm never in a sedative a blanket tossed
Ineptitude a second guess a few whims


a balloon tied to a branch
the stench forgotten the bench made bare
I wish I had a lesson to learn
Or a few seconds to burn
All the different ways we turned.




The fire the surrounds us

Deforestation is like an abomination
The fire burns


it's a war of the wages
Amazonian's and pandemonium
Ban the phony ones


still raging

insecure nations sewn right for the leaves

each spark a new setting scene

the roots of our labor

the sworn call them later
The trees burn


the native ferns turn
The natural the rectified


the tears smelted
Hypo suicide nitro glycerin object for the wealth


barons the cheap skates the mur stirring
I see the smoke plume


I see the ash loom

the trunks make a boom

 the wallets lined in tombs

the pennies pinch

the wrecked nerves itched like a check bounced back purring

The roots tied to anchors

the leaves never change the color of an acre

the solar power we are able

we see the stir of smoke but forget to turn off the light

the life like lessons

the manic depression entered with a tractor

trailer whimpering full of logs

ready to be folk art

ready to be disposed in a year or so

here we go spent

a few hundred on an eggshell

sofa broke the frame

same as a nailed embedded coffin

same as the tourist coughing

the visibility it makes the culture invisible and the bony handed lenders invincible

the kodamas and the llamas

find a new place to harvest

the partners and the farmers find new places to squall and scatter

the dirt looked like seeds

now the ash lies in between

the squandered and the make believe




















Finding the balance

The bonsais twist like silhouettes
the outline reminiscent of Gilgamesh blissfulness


the petals bloom photosynthesis
hoping for the sin and sacrament
meant to patter got proliferation
scream on the edge tear its perforation


entice a spider queen
empty like a gas tank rusted over
etch a sketch roller coaster
a hemi and a free loader a semi and a floater
a lighter watch the butane pilot light through the cabin
sex in scampers
ending letters sent by the savages
unholy men seen through the lavishness amenity


memories centipede and philosophy

pacing hand in hand


lent a second got back an open letter that describes horrors in a small town
oracles embraced by compounds
Overalls stuck on fence posts
Garden tools scattered


 pork roasts slathered

bon fire pledges and comatose hanging bare naked over ledges
I tried to read carefully but the eyes and eees leap off the journal entry like on a voyage clouded in ash and envy

Tears full of years


stand clear of the battery ram

the raid

the people wearing shades

the night glades

the potent glasses

the shots and her happiness
Bent the spoons handed down from my great grandparents’ room out near the Indian Ocean
the waves sprayed salt water


fumes turned the dinner ware into looted shelters faced by biblical stares
told to stand straight up and raise a hand when your time is rough and your body can't take enough
The similarities in heritage


there's an error in the maintenance
olive toned limping home


hate within the difference is the opinion

 sweet or yellow onion

so low slow solo sold though
I think the hope bled through


the fingerprints got weathered

the skin got stretched thin

molded as one
mold came through standing water
poor washing pores


spores popped leaving parasitic seedlings to believe things they hear
Propaganda propped up like swastikas
an addendum a symbol is only a banner
Freedom twitches like a broken bone being hit repeatedly with a hammer
A sickle and a few kosher pickles


enough meals to leave the children fickle

enough power to leave the axis on a thimble
The balance isn't pretty


not nimble just cold winters making joints feel numb
Hot summers making eyebrows run
Shaving hair till the behaviors there.


The things that made me

A lesion on the nick of a season
Watching the lessons blurred till absurd


lured by the big words and big bird
Legion in the middle of a league leasing
A plug that got bit off by the pets getting snubbed
Time is a leisure


frame body weight tapered teasing
Nothing by the windows
glass gets cracked
pundits on top of silos I love
low and behold the threat becomes exposed
See the wedding ring and the obsolete
The lettering for the absentees
Paid handsomely


hand out hopes

covered bunion stings with plaque stacked kings
Crowns become dumbfound
a throne on a loan
a load with wide eyes


wild rides aisle isle bides
botanical surpass the most poetical
Ponder potus armed with karma locust
the lotus pedals blooms in the open
Rewind the mind blinds hindsight
Bind with time bonds and shrines
Made with medals search for the metal
Find a kettle heady and heathers
Feather rinks a sip and sulk my drink
Kinds find settled gourds
more gore core
store sore tore ore or
nor north nope nodes
notes no nose
mope more mode
Idahoan slip


time stream lock exposed again
I'm ferocious


luck line lucid
wine and dine


eye on the prizes
eyes of potatoes
I said see you tomato
alto or modo


okay see you tomorrow in the sorrow of loud clouds and fall downs

wishing for a lull sound
I picked up the crumbles


pasty flaky white

wooed out by the ladles
the divine installation of Belial and benign


the way the lumps still stay behind

antiobiotics and hopelessness
often a target and a thimble
the starched white shone through like transparent grandparents
a see-through mirror


no reflection evanescence
upper realm ended
lemon speckled leper landed
flying delta heltah skeltah bon voyage


send the helpers
tuck me away
watch the sizes get reminded
one handed luck
depraved looks to stun
embodiment of a wishful one
an opened up sun
split with the sacrifice
irked till the wrap was tight flitted
in remission
the born agains are half witted
tapped gifted laughed lifted


terminal shift and internal quiffs
noteworthy potions for the stalled stone throwing
bone quivering lotions to be rubbed like salt dehydrated oceans
Believe me I'm fucking going
I see the fine line between insanity and salinity
Pile drive hips behind
The time we saw earth grasp for air one more damn time




































Structural Deficiency



Cellular malfunction

collection of erosion hidden

black

nothing into something
Spread, outreach, the lumps into coal

the breaking of structure

molecular deficiency
The decency of splitting on no words

agreement to swap skeletons
Dire direction

messiness in the making

together as one

multiply feel numb
Saw the weight lose

pleasures turn into daily victories

the fight isn't UP to me

Failing structures

bones hanging loose

hinged together by years of muscle memory
Weak by the end

weeks, maybe only a few

coughs make switches turn off.
The air fills the lungs, slowly

The carbon relies on the deepest parts

Brain eating away.
It's all measures in subspace

the tiniest of increments

the total to a life.
Radiation kept growth still for a moment

Movement lifted spirits



Living next to a loss.

All come as one

tears shared filled an oasis

treatment plans like mirages.
We hope to see what we want

What we want doesn't exist

All that lives.
The things that hold you in,

your allies, turn.

The fight for survival.
The flight to make all those years lean into commonality.

The boys and girl thinking the same.



The arrow of time leads us to only one point

































Keep it underneath

Waning and wandering
Met a sea urchin complaining about the sediment
a match towards the irrelevant
a sensory overload
a dental war lord
a mind swollen all mine swirling in pollen
a bother


a potter requesting sworee

glamour eating tube steak
a nu is
find the slotters picking tooth less
it makes no sense
when the differences are stunning stupid
a Lucifer and a ponderer
an honest proverb


her cure birds

worm birthed fir
Get your pension


a living ending

annotation concave

scissor up a splendid eraser

years filled with years erotic
slip stocking henchmen and bench men mention


its new apostles

sniffing glue

love tills you

round up to a few phew

stench of stress

sweat hence the mess next
wash the floral out of your comforter


 comforting a waded Humphrey

a blade a bump tea

another offering
I pave through ego like a glossary
hip hop paltry
mean min lofting
hindsight softening
I saw the arrows of the audit
the errors in the pundit and
we pile hairs in the turnkey
we serve turkey as wild game meat
we try to clean with cleats and teeth and pageantry
beauty is racy no bra
uneven like a seesaw
I need a new level because I'm top and I still got avenues to revel
and I'm nowhere near to settle






























Praying forward

I feel the depravity
god transformed horns into thorns
Created inebriated


saints with pitchforks
Solemnly swear the tangled-up hair
Knotted in communication
Hot handed situation


the divine is mine
The piles of loose leaf
the eery spirit speaks “the one and only”
Shaved seconds into glory
The more washed ashore
Lacerations we sought for emancipation
But the chains weren't having it
The lanes kept staggering
hopefulness kept in a magnetic talisman
Why can't the sea have us still
The fluidity of marveled similarities
Omnipresence shimmered off pearls
The crumbling of whole into sediment
Long breezes bring waves tenderness
Strong beauty


sand around the edges
The chalk outline rounds out the skin
The way we walked barefoot around the brim
The dim moon


the soon noon

watching the corks float
Seek the skin
The Morse code sent by finger tips plunged deep strokes of vibrations
Ocean vents spawned a climate
The Great Wall of confusion
Nuke the mistletoe
The bed ridden stow
The ebbs and flows of drifts


deities and tectonic shifts
Wait for it all the weight of it all
The pavements like payments
Follow the line to the Satanists
The white collared kept in their stations
One eye breath taking the other eye nauseating
No words spoken like an express lane


awoken stretch marks boding in an unmarked car

tint showing
Glitter bomb and skin balm keeps the whims calm


the externals smooth saliva tastes like booze

the bars crude and unusual

midnight strikes the psalms spread like in Jerusalem t

he palms laid flat on your back

the strength is judicial
It's official


seeing strong fists tied around a limp dick and all other types of business
Get it while it's quick
We all walk out with tooth picks in our mouths


















A daily reminder

The teeth hit the bottom shelf
Tucked under the blankets
left for rearrangements
The gums clenched shut
No verbal clues of hinder
Anne overdue
Murder muse


a quiet picket line
With signs saying “I'm trying to make up for time”
I'm trying to make up my mind
No remedies just long bad judgements
A long list of pettiness
tacked to the bedroom wall of embarrassment
Concave through it all
Summer fights
bloodshed purged the thrall
burger all bum burners and clock turners


stock sermon

read it and weep
The tick goes sell the weak and play the beat

The beatings become teasing
Blows for a toll
the welts are like heavy weight belts
string them along your navel
Pick chipped molars off the mat
the coverage was off the map
Southern lands feel it swell
while the bells falls off before they fell
Thank the oatmeal god and all her gooey wisdom
the grain got me going
the rain kept me indoors
always a new place to explore within carpet bomb


the bathroom waiting for the attendant
dry my hands off with Splenda
apps and endings
the alps soar friendly


both tied blended

bending weights and it makes me think
easy to overcome with a drink

mild mannered
I leave my hands upon the table
I try to keep all the family fables underneath table


cloth checkered for the hubris it echoes
The walls they shake
The walls I made
Peak through the window
I peaked when I said hello
The bleak message memo
The heap heightened
The stench of dead breaths
laid down to rest a pause
using my paws battling with the claw machine
half asleep merry dreams


may weather
fair tempered but a lot less slender
a pot pie raw


a love life
tender the skin folds
bend her


send her on her way
and make sure it's the next day
I think I heard what you say
but I took it a different way
the glaze lays like the maze stays
but the timing it trebles
the thought bubbles mettle over shrunken heads
bed wetter’s-sun setters
minds an object
a late night pettle
where the warmth is born in a kettle
I was born in the shuffle
dice games are enticing
snake eyes till I'm dry










































The Last Pilgrim

Determined to get the word
I’m squirming to find a purpose
the life of a pilgrim
illness revolves like children
milling the cement ceiling
the peeling of carrots
served never sharing



swerved


I’m not caring like I used to
put holes through walls
a surplus when you abide to the tall
I'm a wide-open stall service
all freeze the prerogative
long lives of ominous
hung high with sirens and astonishment
a cloak drips


a loan flips
a body with exposed ribs


belly bloated organs on a hinge
swing it for the singed
pulling weeds like kids


watch me skim
Watch it dim
A mind eyes offering
A positive charge without the monotonous


tie died sided
lump sum sent shining
A drunk try


 abiding like a low light side winding
Time trying


bye bye

piles high

I'm high super shy

right alley oop

a morning dew sight

a horny mood plight

a cryptic insight
I'm flipping broadside








































An education in experience

People think that words are used for subterfuge
No meaning in one sided eyes
Slant them right or left
Breath for the breadths
Analogues the temperature
Warmth clinging to clammy hands
Sweat doesn't form
nope till your sworn in
I think I remember the ceremony
Bonds attachment walking pulling veil
Revealing age


a timeless commandment
A pour from an hourglass reveals a line in the sand
Where we split our differences


log sample deciduous
Mine favors carnivorous


blood soaked teeth monotheistic
One god


it's me sloppily solipsistic
Many heads remembrance
Gong plays till your dead

The ringing in the white room
Seethe the bars
Fingers around cylinders
Pilgrimage to inheritance
Hands get washed
clumps of mud get tossed
Behind the skull
Loss life repent for it all
Fortification built by tweakers
a seeker tempered believer
Peek through the peaks
A plate for a few thanks
We fared well
The strangers just stare at you
Five temples of mount meru
Count dookoo


the heretics turned cookoo
Blueish red took grool from the dead
I had to stand up like whipping hats at a shed while I
Body slam a cult
Pistol pump a crew
Feed your destiny all up in a white room



Tried too soon
tied to the rail road ties
Watch as the train goes by
Locomotion a common cold Oklahoma

As sunlight folds bar a poison
mars isn't open
propriety a priori
privatize a statutory in matrimony with fat stacks of money

I find it funny
I line with the eyes wide shut
I see the immaculate in the rough
the bounty in the trough
the legitimacy keeps piling up
the wreaths embedded with cobwebs looks like ice sheets
Eyes peak across the surface
rough jaded and delirious
warped from all the periods
earnest without the services
got word from the tarnish
I say “let's see the barn owl cowl while the foul is prowling like a stout”
mouth made crevice


frown with your preference
you’re secularist modern wisdom miraculous


thought before the outcome
bound by the hot tub
love life looking rotten
wonton soup


smear it on a cage free mug

watch it shatter from a third eyes budge











































To twist off the cap

I forgot to take my medicine
I never did,
the thoughts in my head were apparent


the bar stool get dragged out in embarrassment
football on the screen
loot haul in my dreams
the serene glow
the aftershock of a deadly blow
stuck in the middle
no grind just a sublime anthem
to wait after work
a bar lights sanctum
a far flung ration
Doctor Doom’s looking after
I found the wine tucked behind pipes aged with the draino
love life insane though
Pile to hydrate
poly irate the lines in ink
that's where it stays
The vision was cuticles
thread count hyperbole
huge mouth


ash and clouds bashed
the route and the driver
lab-stricken mouse hope for answers
stash the elope for the white toed dancers


the wrong sided bouncers
helmet high


thigh rides gripped like a constructor
parasitic castrators
a picketed picnics
a letter sent stamped by a misfit
hands filled with pigment
proper etiquette
pops had a pissy fit
miss called me delirious
The empirical evidence of the slot lines made me impervious to the thought signs
The perspective on reality shifts with emotions
self-worth and devotion
the explosion of cells
the realization that your worthless
without hell the bad things become easier


pass off the blame to your superior
the wheel turns leading victims to stereo
thought becomes sabbatical
broad liners are miscues
the plu starts with 9
the embrace of organic
the meanings we read through cells
the roots are the facts
the branches left me unhanded
trying to believe the oak is sanded
the brand of a man


strength becomes weakness
belly up
embrace the sequence because we all know the truth is the secret





















Folded clothes left in the closet

I feel the happenstance in the genera vicinity

two coats lined with serendipity
a facsimile
tortilla wrapped up tortellini
staring at one another like two passing clouds
electrons form
the lightning bottled up emotions


sightings become tantalizing
Mesmerizing the prime numbers
Tongues turn to pitchforks
learn from the resort
burn
let it slow
Zeus made the show
I earn what I'm told and what I ask in return is a few seconds to burn.
Pixelate my time, scrutiny,
watch all the unions turn to mutiny while digital currency takes a root hold on our national security
I find a mirror, me,
minus the eyes of the puny dweebs looking out for each other


still raised by their mothers out in the basement to rise from the troubles
I'm a mime in a bubble
follow sun light to be blinded by the stubble
I raid books the same way hairs braided
remind crooks that alleyways are narrow


days and paths tend to cross
reach the same ending
same boss
loves tender


love lost
my hearts still full
identical compositions


broad timetables met by staunch opposition
my free time is in the lead right
my eyes need a time card
my brain tends to rewind
Afar are the stars
never leave a funeral for heaven
seven steps to hell
eleven slides to pension etiquette


long served the Ali baba
his sworn evidence
malevolent figures draped in superman's excellence
potent recklessness
a sins a caper


pestillence
Open sesame a passive testament
A bird


a plane

a secularists’ point to obtain

























Balancing new with a loss

I’m still learning
A feeling can be a pass
And you can tie plenty of knots
You try to sort them out but now it’s hard to look straight
You wish it wasn’t


all didn’t have to reveal itself at once

the memories cinched up in a bunch
Do they go together?


can I sum it all up to bad weather?

The seasonal blues add up all the ones and twos
The finish line a blur


I thought I could harbor the whir but it makes my stomach churn

I’m not hungry

makes my emotions turn I don’t know if I can get over it
Maybe everything isn’t a signal


I’m trying to hear the SOS but I fear nevertheless
I guess I can live


try and find myself again through

my whims search through the settings and maybe look forward to what I was dreading

it’s all patience

it’s all headings

it’s like the bold and the italics had a wedding
We get swamped at work
I toss and turn like moss in urns








Wearing the same socks over and over

I can’t be your comfort anymore


The safe space for you to restore



The rock in the shore



I just wanted to be a wave



And now we wave good bye



Now I can get back to my life



Trying to find the assuage



The memories became delicacies



And like I do I got ahead of me



The hemorrhage of love



You can’t find a well tub by tub



When you run the water and never use the plug



A free spirit became a mean thing to inherit



A problem passed along



A summary of all my favorite songs



Dead endings but still trying


I always try to believe in what you say


The pray turn to prey



An offset of emotions stemming from a day



It’s like hemming


 the bordering of a memory

a line waiting on empty


It’s now like salvaged wings


 the wane into imaging

a perfect tale

a whole serpent tail shed happily

we try to find the grooves

the sunset reflecting from dirty spoons

the fumes we sucked in wishing

swoon cosmic flirt

the same backwards

conscience murk

it all what happened first









It took awhile to feel I was right

I’m done with the dramas
The make-believe panoramas
The way we sleep in pajamas
The Baja roasted Dahli lama



We fight for the saga



The vodka papa con hammock
Pop a soda
A sake to deceive


comma culture


The hold of the dogma vulture
Sold yah
A way to see the soma supers
The goofy Lou Lou


the semi chewed


I’ve created more then you eviscerated



The kinds of things you hated



Sacrificing the relation
For the dim-witted retaliation
The booze and the frustrations
Find yourself in the ooze and the easy one way two stations
You think you found the emotional inflation
You only found the temptations


tossing the thoughts
you love the debt basement

you flagrant you fouled you found the only way out